Meher Baba
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Meher Baba, the name given to him by his disciples in the 1920's,
was born Merwan Sheriar Irani, into a Zoroastrian family. His father,
Sheriar Irani, was a devout seeker of God. In Persia, after days
of fasting and continuous meditation, Sheriar heard a voice tell
him to stop seeking what he strongly desired and to head back home
- one who was born to him would complete his search for God.
Sheriar then traveled to Poona, India, where his sister lived (Irani
means "from Iran"). Ten years later in 1883, he was persuaded
to give up his life as an ascetic and to begin a family life. Apparently
at random, he chose a girl named Shireen, who at the time was five
years old (Sheriar was thirty). After some minor debate between
the families of the betrothed, the marriage took place when Shireen
turned fourteen.
On February 25, 1894, Shireen and Sheriar had their second son,
whom they named Merwan. He had a normal childhood, and was considered
by Shireen to be her "most beautiful child." His friends
found him to be charismatic and sometimes called him "Electricity."
After graduating from St. Vincent's High School, he attended Deccan
College in Poona in 1911. He studied literature and poetry, and
was fond of Shakespeare, Shelley and Wordsworth, but focused on
Sufi poets such as Hafiz. He was also an accomplished poet and musician.
One May morning in 1913, when Merwan was 19, he rode his bicycle
to school, but felt compelled to visit an old woman beneath a neem
tree. The woman's name was Hazrat Babajan, thought by many to be
well over 100 years old. She was also considered to be a Perfect
Master, one who is God-realized. Merwan and Babajan hugged briefly,
then spent some time together in silence. Merwan then got on his
bike and continued with his duties.
They continued to meet, often sitting in silence, until one evening
in January 1914 the significance of these meetings became apparent
when she kissed Merwan on the forehead. He rose and walked home,
then went to bed. Shortly thereafter he experienced an incredible
state of bliss mixed with pain, and then lost consciousness altogether.
In the morning his mother discovered him lying down with his eyes
wide open, oblivious to all that was around him. Shireen thought
that Merwan had gone mad.
In this apparent state of insanity, Merwan neither slept nor ate
for nine months. He was sent to hospitals and was given drugs, but
nothing would change his condition. Usually he would stay at home
and sit and stare, or he would wander the town aimlessly. Shireen
approached Hazrat Babajan, and asked her what she had done to Merwan.
Babajan replied that Merwan was not mad, but that "he was destined
to shake the world into wakefulness." (Later, Meher Baba said
that during this time he was completely unconscious of the world
and was experiencing God; but in order to become dimly aware of
his surroundings he would knock his head against a stone which he
kept in his room.)
After nine months he began eating again, and his mother was overjoyed.
Merwan offered to teach an acquaintance Persian, and took him on
as his only pupil. Behramji became Baba's first disciple. But in
April 1915, Merwan decided to travel, even though people still considered
him to be mostly unconscious of his surroundings. He called upon
Narayan Maharaj who lived near Kedgaon and stayed with him for a
few days. Narayan Maharaj was the second of the five Perfect Masters
with whom Merwan was to do spiritual work, and in this process,
Merwan gained more normal consciousness. Then Merwan returned to
Poona.
The next Perfect Master Merwan met was Tajuddin Baba, and gradually
Merwan became more aware of his divine position. But the fourth
and fifth Perfect Masters played more significant roles in Merwan's
"transformation." In December 1915, Merwan went to Shirdi
to visit Sai Baba, who at the time happened to be in procession.
Merwan made his way through the crowd and bowed down before Sai
Baba , who then exclaimed "Parvardigar!" (which means
God-Almighty-Sustainer). Sai Baba directed Merwan to the abode of
Upasni Maharaj, another perfect one.
Upasni Maharaj was in seclusion; when he saw Merwan approaching,
he threw a rock that hit Merwan on the forehead exactly where Babajan
had kissed Merwan earlier. This action further made Merwan aware
of his divine destiny.
Over the next seven years Merwan held a few jobs, for a time as
a manager of a theatrical company, and later watched over his father's
teashop. The location of Sheriar's shop changed and they began to
serve toddy drinks. Eventually Merwan and his companion Behramji
took over the toddy shop, but it was not a very successful business.
Merwan did menial work and encouraged his customers to stop drinking.
However, because of the Non-Cooperation Movement, they were forced
to close the shop.
During these seven years, Merwan integrated his consciousness of
God with normal human consciousness under the direct guidance of
Upasni Maharaj. Upasni and Merwan had many meetings that spiritually
prepared Merwan for the task he was to undertake. Finally, at the
end of 1921, Upasni Maharaj openly stated to his disciples that
Merwan was also a Sadguru, or Perfect Master, while stating to Merwan
that Merwan was the Avatar, or first soul.
In 1922 Merwan gathered a small number of followers, who started
to call him Meher Baba, which means "Compassionate Father."
The name stuck, but he did not outwardly state exactly who he was
or what his plans were. He was considered to be a Perfect Master
by his followers. Other people called him the Messiah, but he was
unattached to such claims. Soon people were drawn to him from all
over India - now was the time for the real work to be carried out.
The meaning of this work and the influence of the five Perfect Masters
was later described by Baba:
During the Avataric periods, the five Perfect Masters make God
incarnate as man. Sai Baba, Upasni Maharaj, Hazrat Babajan, Tajuddin
Baba and Narayan Maharaj are the five Perfect Masters of this Age
for me. Of these five, Upasni Maharaj and Babajan directly played
the main roles. Babajan made me realize
that I am God - Upasni
Maharaj gave me the knowledge that I am the Avatar, the Ancient
One
Babajan gave me Divine Bliss.
Sai Baba gave me Divine Power.
Upasni Maharaj gave me Divine Knowledge.
I am Infinite Power, Knowledge and Bliss.
I am the Ancient One, come to redeem the modern world.
He set up an ashram called Manzil-e-Meem, meaning "House of
the Master," where his close disciples lived under severe spiritual
discipline. A strict set of rules was established for the residents
of this Bombay ashram; his followers were expected to give up all
possessions, selfish thoughts and to obey even Baba's most stringent
rules of moral discipline. The ashram's purpose was to prepare Baba's
disciples to aid him in the universal work that he was to accomplish
during and after his life. A handful of these disciples remained
with him after the ashram was dissolved, to became Baba's Mandali,
or intimate circle, who were to serve him always, through pleasant
and trying conditions.
The ashram then moved near Arangaon, outside of Ahmednagar. The
place later became known as Meherabad, a permanent center of Baba's
activities. During 1923 and 1924, Baba fasted, gave spiritual discussions
and travelled around India; but he also kept a close watch over
the development of Meherabad. By 1925 Meherabad had a post office,
an ashram for lepers, and a hospital.
1925 marks the beginning of Baba's controversial and symbolic undertaking.
At the beginning of July he stated that he would observe Silence
- which meant that he would not speak or make vocal sounds - to
"save mankind from the monumental forces of ignorance."
The breaking of his Silence would occur when suffering on earth
was at its height; it would "not be an outpouring of verbosity,"
but will be in connection with his Manifestation, or the universal
awareness of God on earth. His Silence started on July 10, and he
uttered no words since.
Initially he communicated by writing, stating that he was going
to break his Silence soon. For a year and a half he worked extensively
with his Mandali, held fasts, and diligently wrote a book containing
spiritual messages that remains unpublished to this day. Also he
welcomed curious visitors and gave discourses. In 1927, Baba gave
up, for the most part, handwriting, and started to use an alphabet
board to convey his messages.
During this year he established a school that provided secular
and spiritual training for boys from all creeds and castes. The
boys often cried with love for Baba. There is one story about a
boy who wept with love so much at night that the others could not
sleep. Baba came to the dormitory to hug the crying boy. The boy
stopped, and said that he could see nothing but Baba. The school
came to an end in 1929.
By 1930 Baba was becoming slightly known in the West, and he decided
to travel to England in 1931 and again in 1932. He also met with
Mahatma Gandhi in September 1931 during one of these journeys. In
England Baba was greeted by spiritual seekers drawn to him, as well
as a multitude of news reporters. He willingly gave interviews and
discourses, and did not deny that he was the Messiah; but he emphasized
his true purpose.
I have come not to establish any cult, society or organization
- nor to establish a new religion. The Religion I shall give teaches
the knowledge of the One behind the many. The Book which I shall
make people read is the book of the heart, which holds the key to
the mystery of life.
Baba was met with a certain amount of hostility. Some reports called
him a false prophet, because they expected him to display his infinite
power. Baba exclaimed that the only "miracles" he will
perform are the awakening of the heart and the breaking of his Silence,
"but spiritual work is strengthened by opposition, and so will
it be with mine."
He also the United States in 1932, including a visit toHollywood.
There, film celebrities greeted him at a large reception; among
them were Douglas Fairbanks, Mary Pickford and Tallulah Bankhead.
Tallulah Bankhead took particular interest in Meher Baba, and they
met several times. From Los Angeles he went to Ojai and contacted
more spiritual seekers. During this time he stressed that America
needs spiritual redirection, and the only way for this to come about
was through eliminating self-interest.
Between the end of 1932 and early 1936, Baba toured Europe and
some parts of Asia a number of times, meanwhile keeping contact
with the European aspirants, some of whom visited India to be with
him there. In 1936 Baba began a mission to seek out and collect
masts (pronounced "musts") - God-intoxicated men and women
who have reached such states of bliss that they may appear unaware
of all that is around them. A few temporary mast ashrams were set
up where Baba fed, bathed and clothed masts and lepers; simultaneously
he helped them on their path to God. As a note, masts are only found
in the East.
In Nasik, India, Baba set up another ashram, this time for his
Western devotees. This ashram was part-way between the full rigors
of Meherabad as experienced by his Eastern disciples, and the conveniences
of the Western world. They underwent certain hardships, but were
under the guidance of Baba's love. Perhaps the most difficult thing
for them to learn was how to get along with each other. Often they
had conflicts, but Baba said, "If you cannot love each other,
then learn to give in." They did learn to give in, through
love. Until 1941 Baba worked between the Nasik ashram and the few
mast ashrams; but the arrival of World War Two contributed to the
necessary dismantling of all ashrams except for Meherabad.
Though the war was under way, Baba continued with his spiritual
work, while seeking masts throughout India on a series of whirlwind
tours. He stated that the God-intoxicated souls have a connection
with the state of the world, that it was necessary to continue directing
them even closer towards God. Intensive mast work continued until
1948, aided by extensively tours throughout India to contact masts
and sadhus (spiritual pilgrims).
Enigmatically and with little warning in 1949, Baba declared that
all of his "possessions," including ashrams, should immediately
be disposed of, except for his tomb which was already built atop
Meherabad Hill. The newly operating American retreat center dedicated
to Baba was to run its own course without Baba's guidance. He stated
that from this year forward he was to embark on what he termed the
New Life, relying solely upon God.
Through this most enigmatic and to this day unexplained phase,
Meher Baba may have established the groundwork for man's search
for God. Perhaps to convey this, Baba dropped his role as Perfect
Master and became a common man, or Perfect Seeker. Only a handful
of his close disciples were permitted to accompany him on his New
Life.
This New Life is endless, and even after my physical death it will
be kept alive by those who live the life of complete renunciation
of falsehood, lies, hatred, greed and lust; and who, to accomplish
all this do no lustful actions, do no harm to anyone, do no backbiting,
do not seek material possessions or power, who accept no homage,
neither covet honour nor shun disgrace, and fear no one and nothing;
by those who rely wholly and solely on God, believe in the lovers
of God and in the reality of Manifestation, and yet do not expect
any spiritual or material reward; who do not let go the hand of
Truth, and who without being upset by calamities, bravely and wholeheartedly
face all hardships with one hundred percent cheerfulness, and give
no importance to caste, creed, and religious ceremonies.
This New Life will live by itself eternally, even if there is no
one to live it.
The New Life was an extreme test for Baba's followers, and for
those who joined him. On their journeys around India and Nepal,
his companions led an existence of "Hopelessness and Helplessness,"
depending only on God during their gypsy-like wanderings. Near the
end of the New Life, Baba went into seclusion to achieve Mano-nash,
or "annihilation of the mind." This was severely straining
on him; this process brought a close to the period of the New Life.
We must lose ourselves to find ourselves; thus loss itself is gain.
We must die to self to live in God; thus death means life
Being is dying by loving.
In 1952 Baba moved into a new phase that he labeled the Fiery Free
Life. The goal of the Fiery Free Life was similar to the New Life,
but ultimately would dissolve the freedom and bindings of every
soul, and establish the world in the understanding that Meher Baba,
everyone and everything, is one with God.
Finally, in 1952, Baba declared publicly what his followers had
felt privately. Baba stated that he was the Avatar, the Messiah,
the Saviour of all humanity; God in human form. Near the time that
this statement was issued, immense spiritual activity developed:
he had shed blood on American soil in a car accident in 1952; he
was also to receive his worst suffering in India in a second car
accident in 1956. Like Zoroaster, Rama, Krishna, Buddha, Jesus,
and Mohammed, the crucifixion of the Avatar is inevitable. Baba
dictated that he got his "physical bones broken so as to break
the backbone of the material aspect of the machine age (Kali Yuga),
while keeping intact its spiritual aspect." Even though he
was terribly injured Baba still gave darshan (divine blessing, or
viewing); in India tens of thousands would travel hundreds of miles
to catch a glimpse of the Avatar.
In 1954, Baba stopped using the alphabet board, and began using
hand gestures to communicate in a unique sign-language. From 1957
to 1965 Baba gave many darshan programs, one of them a joint gathering
of his Eastern and Western disciples.
From time to time, his sayings had been gathered into various books
and pamphlets, and books had been written by and about him. But
his most profound declaration, Meher Baba's Universal Message, was
issued in 1958 as a message to humanity:
I have come not to teach but to awaken. Understand therefore that
I lay down no precepts.
Throughout eternity I have laid down principles and precepts, but
mankind has ignored them. Man's inability to live God's words makes
the Avatar's teaching a mockery. Instead of practicing the compassion
He taught, man has waged crusades in His name. Instead of living
the humility, purity, and truth of His words, man has given way
to hatred, greed and violence.
Because man has been deaf to the principles and precepts laid down
by God in the past, in this present Avataric Form I observe Silence.
You have asked for and been given enough words - it is now time
to live them. To get nearer and nearer to God you have to get further
and further away from "I", "my", "me"
and "mine". You have not to renounce anything but your
own self. It is as simple as that, though found to be almost impossible.
It is possible for you to renounce your limited self by my Grace.
I have come to release that Grace.
I repeat, I lay down no precepts. When I release the tide of Truth
which I have come to give, men's daily lives will be the living
precept. The words I have not spoken will come to life in them.
I veil myself from man by his own curtain of ignorance, and manifest
my Glory to a few. My present Avataric Form is the last Incarnation
of this cycle of time, hence my Manifestation will be the greatest.
When I break my Silence, the impact of my Love will be universal
and all life in creation will know, feel and receive of it. It will
help every individual to break himself free from his own bondage
in his own way. I am the Divine Beloved who loves you more than
you can ever love yourself. The breaking of my Silence will help
you to help yourself in knowing your real Self.
All this world confusion and chaos was inevitable and no one is
to blame. What had to happen has happened; and what has to happen
will happen. There was and is no way out except through my coming
in your midst. I had to come, and I have come. I am the Ancient
One.
Toward the end of the 1960s, large numbers of American and Australian
young people were becoming interested in Meher Baba, in a time in
which drug use was becoming an important part of "youth culture."
When Baba stated that all drugs were damaging physically, mentally
and spiritually, and all of his lovers should discontinue drug use,
there was quite an uproar. Many casual followers abandoned Baba.
But this statement also built up Baba's popularity, which coincided
with the awareness of his message "Don't worry - be happy."
From 1967 on, despite growing yearning among all his lovers - espeically
the new ones - to see him, Baba remained in seclusion so deep that
only a few people managed to obtain an audience with him. His days
and nights were spent in complete isolation from all but his mandali,
which he explained was for his "universal work." His health
was deteriorating but he promised that he would give a mass public
darshan in 1969.
None can have the least idea of the work that I am doing in seclusion.
The only hint I can give is that compared with work I do in seclusion
all the important work of the world put together is completely insignificant
the result of my work will be intensely felt by all people in the
world.
In January, 1969, his health was such that he was suffering immense
pain, but he commented that his work was one hundred percent complete.
On January 31, 1969, a few minutes after noon, Baba conveyed "Do
not forget that I am God." Then at 12:15, Baba stopped breathing.
One of the mandali (close disciples) gave him mouth to mouth resuscitation.
Thus, Meher Baba dropped his body, his silence still unbroken.
For seven days following his passing away, people from all religions,
creeds and castes, from the East and the West, entered Baba's samadhi
(tomb) for a final glimpse of his body before his coffin was sealed.
And from April to June 1969, the Great, last darshan that he had
promised took place in Poona and at the samadhi. Thousands, including
many young westerners who had just heard about him, came to sing
in devotion or sit in silence. Though it was the end of Meher Baba's
physical presence on earth, these darshans signified the continuation
of humanity's yearning for God.
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