Thus Spoke Zarathustra
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PART IV
Ah, where in the world have there been greater follies than with
the pitiful? And what in the world hath caused more suffering than
the follies of the pitiful? Woe unto all loving ones who have not
an elevation which is above their pity! Thus spake the devil unto
me, once on a time: "Ever God hath his hell: it is his love
for man." And lately did I hear him say these words: "God
is dead: of his pity for man hath God died."—ZARATHUSTRA,
II., "The Pitiful."
61. The Honey Sacrifice
—AND again passed moons and years over Zarathustra's soul,
and he heeded it not; his hair, however, became white. One day when
he sat on a stone in front of his cave, and gazed calmly into the
distance—one there gazeth out on the sea, and away beyond
sinuous abysses,—then went his animals thoughtfully round
about him, and at last set themselves in front of him.
"O Zarathustra," said they, "gazest thou out perhaps
for thy happiness?"—"Of what account is my happiness!"
answered he, "I have long ceased to strive any more for happiness,
I strive for my work."—"O Zarathustra," said
the animals once more, "that sayest thou as one who hath overmuch
of good things. Liest thou not in a sky-blue lake of happiness?"—"Ye
wags," answered Zarathustra, and smiled, "how well did
ye choose the simile! But ye know also that my happiness is heavy,
and not like a fluid wave of water: it presseth me and will not
leave me, and is like molten pitch."—
Then went his animals again thoughtfully around him, and placed
themselves once more in front of him. "O Zarathustra,"
said they, "it is consequently for that reason that thou thyself
always becometh yellower and darker, although thy hair looketh white
and flaxen? Lo, thou sittest in thy pitch!"—"What
do ye say, mine animals?" said Zarathustra, laughing; "verily
I reviled when I spake of pitch. As it happeneth with me, so is
it with all fruits that turn ripe. It is the honey in my veins that
maketh my blood thicker, and also my soul stiller."—"So
will it be, O Zarathustra," answered his animals, and pressed
up to him; "but wilt thou not today ascend a high mountain?
The air is pure, and today one seeth more of the world than ever."—"Yea,
mine animals," answered he, "ye counsel admirably and
according to my heart: I will today ascend a high mountain! But
see that honey is there ready to hand, yellow, white, good, ice-cool,
golden-comb-honey. For know that when aloft I will make the honey-sacrifice."—
When Zarathustra, however, was aloft on the summit, he sent his
animals home that had accompanied him, and found that he was now
alone:—then he laughed from the bottom of his heart, looked
around him, and spake thus:
That I spake of sacrifices and honey-sacrifices, it was merely
a ruse in talking and verily, a useful folly! Here aloft can I now
speak freer than in front of mountain-caves and anchorites' domestic
animals.
What to sacrifice! I squander what is given me, a squanderer with
a thousand hands: how could I call that—sacrificing?
And when I desired honey I only desired bait, and sweet mucus and
mucilage, for which even the mouths of growling bears, and strange,
sulky, evil birds, water:
—The best bait, as huntsmen and fishermen require it. For
if the world be as a gloomy forest of animals, and a pleasure-ground
for all wild huntsmen, it seemeth to me rather—and preferably—a
fathomless, rich sea;
—A sea full of many-hued fishes and crabs, for which even
the gods might long, and might be tempted to become fishers in it,
and casters of nets,—so rich is the world in wonderful things,
great and small! Especially the human world, the human sea:—towards
it do I now throw out my golden angle-rod and say: Open up, thou
human abyss!
Open up, and throw unto me thy fish and shining crabs! With my
best bait shall I allure to myself today the strangest human fish!
—My happiness itself do I throw out into all places far and
wide 'twixt orient, noontide, and occident, to see if many human
fish will not learn to hug and tug at my happiness;—
Until, biting at my sharp hidden hooks, they have to come up unto
my height, the motleyest abyss-groundlings, to the wickedest of
all fishers of men.
For this am I from the heart and from the beginning—drawing,
hither-drawing, upward-drawing, upbringing; a drawer, a trainer,
a training-master, who not in vain counselled himself once on a
time: "Become what thou art!"
Thus may men now come up to me; for as yet do I await the signs
that it is time for my down-going; as yet do I not myself go down,
as I must do, amongst men.
Therefore do I here wait, crafty and scornful upon high mountains,
no impatient one, no patient one; rather one who hath even unlearnt
patience,—because he no longer "suffereth."
For my fate giveth me time: it hath forgotten me perhaps? Or doth
it sit behind a big stone and catch flies?
And verily, I am well-disposed to mine eternal fate, because it
doth not hound and hurry me, but leaveth me time for merriment and
mischief; so that I have today ascended this high mountain to catch
fish.
Did ever any one catch fish upon high mountains? And though it
be a folly what I here seek and do, it is better so than that down
below I should become solemn with waiting, and green and yellow—
A posturing wrath-snorter with waiting, a holy howl-storm from
the mountains, an impatient one that shouteth down into the valleys:
"Hearken, else I will scourge you with the scourge of God!"
Not that I would have a grudge against such wrathful ones on that
account: they are well enough for laughter to me! Impatient must
they now be, those big alarm-drums, which find a voice now or never!
Myself, however, and my fate—we do not talk to the Present,
neither do we talk to the Never: for talking we have patience and
time and more than time. For one day must it yet come, and may not
pass by. What must one day come and may not pass by?
Our great Hazar, that is to say, our great, remote human-kingdom,
the Zarathustra-kingdom of a thousand years—
How remote may such "remoteness" be? What doth it concern
me? But on that account it is none the less sure unto me,—with
both feet stand I secure on this ground;
—On an eternal ground, on hard primary rock, on this highest,
hardest, primary mountain-ridge, unto which all winds come, as unto
the storm-parting, asking Where? and Whence? and Whither?
Here laugh, laugh, my hearty, healthy wickedness! From high mountains
cast down thy glittering scorn-laughter! Allure for me with thy
glittering the finest human fish!
And whatever belongeth unto me in all seas, my in-and-for-me in
all things—fish that out for me, bring that up to me: for
that do I wait, the wickedest of all fish-catchers.
Out! out! my fishing-hook! In and down, thou bait of my happiness!
Drip thy sweetest dew, thou honey of my heart! Bite, my fishing-hook,
into the belly of all black affliction!
Look out, look out, mine eye! Oh, how many seas round about me,
what dawning human futures! And above me—what rosy red stillness!
What unclouded silence!
62. The Cry of Distress
THE next day sat Zarathustra again on the stone in front of his
cave, whilst his animals roved about in the world outside to bring
home new food,—also new honey: for Zarathustra had spent and
wasted the old honey to the very last particle. When he thus sat,
however, with a stick in his hand, tracing the shadow of his figure
on the earth, and reflecting—verily! not upon himself and
his shadow,—all at once he startled and shrank back: for he
saw another shadow beside his own. And when he hastily looked around
and stood up, behold, there stood the soothsayer beside him, the
same whom he had once given to eat and drink at his table, the proclaimer
of the great weariness, who taught: "All is alike, nothing
is worth while, the world is without meaning, knowledge strangleth."
But his face had changed since then; and when Zarathustra looked
into his eyes, his heart was startled once more: so much evil announcement
and ashy-grey lightnings passed over that countenance.
The soothsayer, who had perceived what went on in Zarathustra's
soul, wiped his face with his hand, as if he would wipe out the
impression; the same did also Zarathustra. And when both of them
had thus silently composed and strengthened themselves, they gave
each other the hand, as a token that they wanted once more to recognise
each other.
"Welcome hither," said Zarathustra, "thou soothsayer
of the great weariness, not in vain shalt thou once have been my
messmate and guest. Eat and drink also with me today, and forgive
it that a cheerful old man sitteth with thee at table!"—"A
cheerful old man?" answered the soothsayer, shaking his head,
"but whoever thou art, or wouldst be, O Zarathustra, thou hast
been here aloft the longest time,—in a little while thy bark
shall no longer rest on dry land!"—"Do I then rest
on dry land?"—asked Zarathustra, laughing.—"The
waves around thy mountain," answered the soothsayer, "rise
and rise, the waves of great distress and affliction: they will
soon raise thy bark also and carry thee away."—Thereupon
was Zarathustra silent and wondered.—"Dost thou still
hear nothing?" continued the soothsayer: "doth it not
rush and roar out of the depth?"—Zarathustra was silent
once more and listened: then heard he a long, long cry, which the
abysses threw to one another and passed on; for none of them wished
to retain it: so evil did it sound.
"Thou ill announcer," said Zarathustra at last, "that
is a cry of distress, and the cry of a man; it may come perhaps
out of a black sea. But what doth human distress matter to me! My
last sin which hath been reserved for me,—knowest thou what
it is called?"
—"Pity!" answered the soothsayer from an overflowing
heart, and raised both his hands aloft—"O Zarathustra,
I have come that I may seduce thee to thy last sin!"—
And hardly had those words been uttered when there sounded the
cry once more, and longer and more alarming than before—also
much nearer. "Hearest thou? Hearest thou, O Zarathustra?"
called out the soothsayer, "the cry concerneth thee, it calleth
thee: Come, come, come; it is time, it is the highest time!"—
Zarathustra was silent thereupon, confused and staggered; at last
he asked, like one who hesitateth in himself: "And who is it
that there calleth me?"
"But thou knowest it, certainly," answered the soothsayer
warmly, "why dost thou conceal thyself? It is the higher man
that crieth for thee!"
"The higher man?" cried Zarathustra, horror-stricken:
"what wanteth he? What wanteth he? The higher man! What wanteth
he here?"—and his skin covered with perspiration.
The soothsayer, however, did not heed Zarathustra's alarm, but
listened and listened in the downward direction. When, however,
it had been still there for a long while, he looked behind, and
saw Zarathustra standing trembling.
"O Zarathustra," he began, with sorrowful voice, "thou
dost not stand there like one whose happiness maketh him giddy:
thou wilt have to dance lest thou tumble down!
But although thou shouldst dance before me, and leap all thy side-leaps,
no one may say unto me: 'Behold, here danceth the last joyous man!'
In vain would any one come to this height who sought him here:
caves would he find, indeed, and back-caves, hiding-places for hidden
ones; but not lucky mines, nor treasure-chambers, nor new gold-veins
of happiness.
Happiness—how indeed could one find happiness among such
buried-alive and solitary ones! Must I yet seek the last happiness
on the Happy Isles, and far away among forgotten seas?
But all is alike, nothing is worth while, no seeking is of service,
there are no longer any Happy Isles!"—
Thus sighed the soothsayer; with his last sigh, however, Zarathustra
again became serene and assured, like one who hath come out of a
deep chasm into the light. "Nay! Nay! Three times Nay!"
exclaimed he with a strong voice, and stroked his beard—"that
do I know better! There are still Happy Isles! Silence thereon,
thou sighing sorrow-sack!
Cease to splash thereon, thou rain-cloud of the forenoon! Do I
not already stand here wet with thy misery, and drenched like a
dog?
Now do I shake myself and run away from thee, that I may again
become dry: thereat mayest thou not wonder! Do I seem to thee discourteous?
Here however is my court.
But as regards the higher man: well! I shall seek him at once in
those forests: from thence came his cry. Perhaps he is there hard
beset by an evil beast.
He is in my domain: therein shall he receive no scath! And verily,
there are many evil beasts about me."—
With those words Zarathustra turned around to depart. Then said
the soothsayer: "O Zarathustra, thou art a rogue!
I know it well: thou wouldst fain be rid of me! Rather wouldst
thou run into the forest and lay snares for evil beasts!
But what good will it do thee? In the evening wilt thou have me
again: in thine own cave will I sit, patient and heavy like a block—and
wait for thee!"
"So be it!" shouted back Zarathustra, as he went away:
"and what is mine in my cave belongeth also unto thee, my guest!
Shouldst thou however find honey therein, well! Just lick it up,
thou growling bear, and sweeten thy soul! For in the evening we
want both to be in good spirits;
—In good spirits and joyful, because this day hath come to
an end! And thou thyself shalt dance to my lays, as my dancing-bear.
Thou dost not believe this? Thou shakest thy head? Well! Cheer
up, old bear! But I also—am a soothsayer."
Thus spake Zarathustra.
63. Talk with the Kings
ONE
ERE Zarathustra had been an hour on his way in the mountains and
forests, he saw all at once a strange procession. Right on the path
which he was about to descend came two kings walking, bedecked with
crowns and purple girdles, and variegated like flamingoes: they
drove before them a laden ass. "What do these kings want in
my domain?" said Zarathustra in astonishment to his heart,
and hid himself hastily behind a thicket. When however the kings
approached to him, he said half-aloud, like one speaking only to
himself: "Strange! Strange! How doth this harmonise? Two kings
do I see—and only one ass!"
Thereupon the two kings made a halt; they smiled and looked towards
the spot whence the voice proceeded, and afterwards looked into
each other's faces. "Such things do we also think among ourselves,"
said the king on the right, "but we do not utter them."
The king on the left, however, shrugged his shoulders and answered:
"That may perhaps be a goat-herd. Or an anchorite who hath
lived too long among rocks and trees. For no society at all spoileth
also good manners."
"Good manners?" replied angrily and bitterly the other
king: "what then do we run out of the way of? Is it not 'good
manners'? Our 'good society'?
Better, verily, to live among anchorites and goat-herds, than with
our gilded, false, over-rouged populace—though it call itself
'good society.'
—Though it call itself 'nobility.' But there all is false
and foul, above all the blood—thanks to old evil diseases
and worse curers.
The best and dearest to me at present is still a sound peasant,
coarse, artful, obstinate and enduring: that is at present the noblest
type.
The peasant is at present the best; and the peasant type should
be master! But it is the kingdom of the populace—I no longer
allow anything to be imposed upon me. The populace, however—that
meaneth, hodgepodge.
Populace-hodgepodge: therein is everything mixed with everything,
saint and swindler, gentleman and Jew, and every beast out of Noah's
ark.
Good manners! Everything is false and foul with us. No one knoweth
any longer how to reverence: it is that precisely that we run away
from. They are fulsome obtrusive dogs; they gild palm-leaves.
This loathing choketh me, that we kings ourselves have become false,
draped and disguised with the old faded pomp of our ancestors, show-pieces
for the stupidest, the craftiest, and whosoever at present trafficketh
for power.
We are not the first men—and have nevertheless to stand for
them: of this imposture have we at last become weary and disgusted.
From the rabble have we gone out of the way, from all those bawlers
and scribe-blowflies, from the trader-stench, the ambition-fidgeting,
the bad breath:— fie, to live among the rabble;
—Fie, to stand for the first men among the rabble! Ah, loathing!
Loathing! Loathing! What doth it now matter about us kings!"—
"Thine old sickness seizeth thee," said here the king
on the left, "thy loathing seizeth thee, my poor brother. Thou
knowest, however, that some one heareth us."
Immediately thereupon, Zarathustra, who had opened ears and eyes
to this talk, rose from his hiding-place, advanced towards the kings,
and thus began:
"He who hearkeneth unto you, he who gladly hearkeneth unto
you, is called Zarathustra.
I am Zarathustra who once said: 'What doth it now matter about
kings!' Forgive me; I rejoiced when ye said to each other: 'What
doth it matter about us kings!'
Here, however, is my domain and jurisdiction: what may ye be seeking
in my domain? Perhaps, however, ye have found on your way what I
seek: namely, the higher man."
When the kings heard this, they beat upon their breasts and said
with one voice: "We are recognised!
With the sword of thine utterance severest thou the thickest darkness
of our hearts. Thou hast discovered our distress; for lo! we are
on our way to find the higher man—
The man that is higher than we, although we are kings. To him do
we convey this ass. For the highest man shall also be the highest
lord on earth.
There is no sorer misfortune in all human destiny, than when the
mighty of the earth are not also the first men. Then everything
becometh false and distorted and monstrous.
And when they are even the last men, and more beast than man, then
riseth and riseth the populace in honour, and at last saith even
the populace-virtue: 'Lo, I alone am virtue!'"—
What have I just heard? answered Zarathustra. What wisdom in kings!
I am enchanted, and verily, I have already promptings to make a
rhyme thereon:—
Even if it should happen to be a rhyme not suited for every one's
ears. I unlearned long ago to have consideration for long ears.
Well then! Well now!
(Here, however, it happened that the ass also found utterance:
it said distinctly and with malevolence, Y-E-A.)
'Twas once—methinks year one of our blessed Lord,—
Drunk without wine, the Sybil thus deplored:—
"How ill things go!
Decline! Decline! Ne'er sank the world so low!
Rome now hath turned harlot and harlot-stew,
Rome's Caesar a beast, and God—hath turned Jew!
TWO
With those rhymes of Zarathustra the kings were delighted; the
king on the right, however, said: "O Zarathustra, how well
it was that we set out to see thee!
For thine enemies showed us thy likeness in their mirror: there
lookedst thou with the grimace of a devil, and sneeringly: so that
we were afraid of thee.
But what good did it do! Always didst thou prick us anew in heart
and ear with thy sayings. Then did we say at last: What doth it
matter how he look!
We must hear him; him who teacheth: 'Ye shall love peace as a means
to new wars, and the short peace more than the long!'
No one ever spake such warlike words: 'What is good? To be brave
is good. It is the good war that halloweth every cause.'
O Zarathustra, our fathers' blood stirred in our veins at such
words: it was like the voice of spring to old wine-casks.
When the swords ran among one another like red-spotted serpents,
then did our fathers become fond of life; the sun of every peace
seemed to them languid and lukewarm, the long peace, however, made
them ashamed.
How they sighed, our fathers, when they saw on the wall brightly
furbished, dried-up swords! Like those they thirsted for war. For
a sword thirsteth to drink blood, and sparkleth with desire."—
When the kings thus discoursed and talked eagerly of the happiness
of their fathers, there came upon Zarathustra no little desire to
mock at their eagerness: for evidently they were very peaceable
kings whom he saw before him, kings with old and refined features.
But he restrained himself. "Well!" said he, "thither
leadeth the way, there lieth the cave of Zarathustra; and this day
is to have a long evening! At present, however, a cry of distress
calleth me hastily away from you.
It will honour my cave if kings want to sit and wait in it: but,
to be sure, ye will have to wait long!
Well! What of that! Where doth one at present learn better to wait
than at courts? And the whole virtue of kings that hath remained
unto them—is it not called today: Ability to wait?"
Thus spake Zarathustra.
64. The Leech
AND Zarathustra went thoughtfully on, further and lower down, through
forests and past moory bottoms; as it happeneth, however, to every
one who meditateth upon hard matters, he trod thereby unawares upon
a man. And lo, there spurted into his face all at once a cry of
pain, and two curses and twenty bad invectives, so that in his fright
he raised his stick and also struck the trodden one. Immediately
afterwards, however, he regained his composure, and his heart laughed
at the folly he had just committed.
"Pardon me," said he to the trodden one, who had got
up enraged, and had seated himself, "pardon me, and hear first
of all a parable.
As a wanderer who dreameth of remote things on a lonesome highway,
runneth unawares against a sleeping dog, a dog which lieth in the
sun:
—As both of them then start up and snap at each other, like
deadly enemies, those two beings mortally frightened—so did
it happen unto us.
And yet! And yet—how little was lacking for them to caress
each other, that dog and that lonesome one! Are they not both—lonesome
ones!"
—"Whoever thou art," said the trodden one, still
enraged, "thou treadest also too nigh me with thy parable,
and not only with thy foot!
Lo! am I then a dog?"—And thereupon the sitting one
got up, and pulled his naked arm out of the swamp. For at first
he had lain outstretched on the ground, hidden and indiscernible,
like those who lie in wait for swamp-game.
"But whatever art thou about!" called out Zarathustra
in alarm, for he saw a deal of blood streaming over the naked arm,—"what
hath hurt thee? Hath an evil beast bit thee, thou unfortunate one?"
The bleeding one laughed, still angry, "What matter is it
to thee!" said he, and was about to go on. "Here am I
at home and in my province. Let him question me whoever will: to
a dolt, however, I shall hardly answer."
"Thou art mistaken," said Zarathustra sympathetically,
and held him fast; "thou art mistaken. Here thou art not at
home, but in my domain, and therein shall no one receive any hurt.
Call me however what thou wilt—I am who I must be. I call
myself Zarathustra.
Well! Up thither is the way to Zarathustra's cave: it is not far,—wilt
thou not attend to thy wounds at my home?
It hath gone badly with thee, thou unfortunate one, in this life:
first a beast bit thee, and then—a man trod upon thee!"—
When however the trodden one had heard the name of Zarathustra
he was transformed. "What happeneth unto me!" he exclaimed,
"who preoccupieth me so much in this life as this one man,
namely Zarathustra, and that one animal that liveth on blood, the
leech?
For the sake of the leech did I lie here by this swamp, like a
fisher, and already had mine outstretched arm been bitten ten times,
when there biteth a still finer leech at my blood, Zarathustra himself!
O happiness! O miracle! Praised be this day which enticed me into
the swamp! Praised be the best, the livest cupping-glass, that at
present liveth; praised be the great conscience-leech Zarathustra!"—
Thus spake the trodden one, and Zarathustra rejoiced at his words
and their refined reverential style. "Who art thou?" asked
he, and gave him his hand, "there is much to clear up and elucidate
between us, but already methinketh pure clear day is dawning."
"I am the spiritually conscientious one," answered he
who was asked, "and in matters of the spirit it is difficult
for any one to take it more rigorously, more restrictedly, and more
severely than I, except him from whom I learnt it, Zarathustra himself.
Better know nothing than half-know many things! Better be a fool
on one's own account, than a sage on other people's approbation!
I—go to the basis:
—What matter if it be great or small? If it be called swamp
or sky? A handbreadth of basis is enough for me, if it be actually
basis and ground!
—A handbreadth of basis: thereon can one stand. In the true
knowing-knowledge there is nothing great and nothing small."
"Then thou art perhaps an expert on the leech?" asked
Zarathustra; "and thou investigatest the leech to its ultimate
basis, thou conscientious one?"
"O Zarathustra," answered the trodden one, "that
would be something immense; how could I presume to do so!
That, however, of which I am master and knower, is the brain of
the leech:—that is my world! And it is also a world!
Forgive it, however, that my pride here findeth expression, for
here I have not mine equal. Therefore said I: 'here am I at home.'
How long have I investigated this one thing, the brain of the leech,
so that here the slippery truth might no longer slip from me! Here
is my domain!
—For the sake of this did I cast everything else aside, for
the sake of this did everything else become indifferent to me; and
close beside my knowledge lieth my black ignorance.
My spiritual conscience requireth from me that it should be so—that
I should know one thing, and not know all else: they are a loathing
unto me, all the semi-spiritual, all the hazy, hovering, and visionary.
Where mine honesty ceaseth, there am I blind, and want also to
be blind. Where I want to know, however, there want I also to be
honest—namely, severe, rigorous, restricted, cruel and inexorable.
Because thou once saidest, O Zarathustra: 'Spirit is life which
itself cutteth into life';—that led and allured me to thy
doctrine. And verily, with mine own blood have I increased mine
own knowledge!"
—"As the evidence indicateth," broke in Zarathustra;
for still was the blood flowing down on the naked arm of the conscientious
one. For there had ten leeches bitten into it.
"O thou strange fellow, how much doth this very evidence teach
me—namely, thou thyself! And not all, perhaps, might I pour
into thy rigorous ear!
Well then! We part here! But I would fain find thee again. Up thither
is the way to my cave: tonight shalt thou there by my welcome guest!
Fain would I also make amends to thy body for Zarathustra treading
upon thee with his feet: I think about that. Just now, however,
a cry of distress calleth me hastily away from thee."
Thus spake Zarathustra.
65. The Magician
ONE
WHEN however Zarathustra had gone round a rock, then saw he on
the same path, not far below him, a man who threw his limbs about
like a maniac, and at last tumbled to the ground on his belly. "Halt!"
said then Zarathustra to his heart, "he there must surely be
the higher man, from him came that dreadful cry of distress,—I
will see if I can help him." When, however, he ran to the spot
where the man lay on the ground, he found a trembling old man with
fixed eyes; and in spite of all Zarathustra's efforts to lift him
and set him again on his feet, it was all in vain. The unfortunate
one, also, did not seem to notice that some one was beside him;
on the contrary, he continually looked around with moving gestures,
like one forsaken and isolated from all the world. At last, however,
after much trembling, and convulsion, and curling-himself-up, he
began to lament thus:
Who warm'th me, who lov'th me still?
Give ardent fingers!
Give heartening charcoal-warmers!
Prone, outstretched, trembling,
Like him, half dead and cold, whose feet one warm'th—
And shaken, ah! by unfamiliar fevers,
Shivering with sharpened, icy-cold frost-arrows,
By thee pursued, my fancy!
Ineffable! Recondite! Sore-frightening!
Thou huntsman 'hind the cloud-banks!
Now lightning-struck by thee,
Thou mocking eye that me in darkness watcheth:
—Thus do I lie,
Bend myself, twist myself, convulsed
With all eternal torture,
And smitten
By thee, cruellest huntsman,
Thou unfamiliar—God...
Smite deeper!
Smite yet once more!
Pierce through and rend my heart!
What mean'th this torture
With dull, indented arrows?
Why look'st thou hither,
Of human pain not weary,
With mischief-loving, godly flash-glances?
Not murder wilt thou,
But torture, torture?
For why—me torture,
Thou mischief-loving, unfamiliar God?—
Ha! Ha!
Thou stealest nigh
In midnight's gloomy hour?...
What wilt thou?
Speak!
Thou crowdst me, pressest—
Ha! now far too closely!
Thou hearst me breathing,
Thou o'erhearst my heart,
Thou ever jealous one!
—Of what, pray, ever jealous?
Off! Off!
For why the ladder?
Wouldst thou get in?
To heart in-clamber?
To mine own secretest
Conceptions in-clamber?
Shameless one! Thou unknown one!—Thief!
What seekst thou by thy stealing?
What seekst thou by thy hearkening?
What seekst thou by thy torturing?
Thou torturer!
Thou—hangman-God!
Or shall I, as the mastiffs do,
Roll me before thee?
And cringing, enraptured, frantical,
My tail friendly—waggle!
In vain!
Goad further!
Cruellest goader!
No dog—thy game just am I,
Cruellest huntsman!
Thy proudest of captives,
Thou robber 'hind the cloud-banks...
Speak finally!
Thou lightning-veiled one! Thou unknown one! Speak!
What wilt thou, highway-ambusher, from—me?
What wilt thou, unfamiliar—God?
What?
Ransom-gold?
How much of ransom-gold?
Solicit much—that bid'th my pride!
And be concise—that bid'th mine other pride!
Ha! Ha!
Me—wantst thou? me?
—Entire?...
Ha! Ha! And torturest me, fool that thou art,
Dead-torturest quite my pride?
Give love to me—who warm'th me still?
Who lov'th me still?—
Give ardent fingers
Give heartening charcoal-warmers,
Give me, the lonesomest,
The ice (ah! seven-fold frozen ice
For very enemies,
For foes, doth make one thirst).
Give, yield to me,
Cruellest foe,
—Thyself!—
Away!
There fled he surely,
My final, only comrade,
My greatest foe,
Mine unfamiliar—
My hangman-God!...
—Nay!
Come thou back!
With all of thy great tortures!
To me the last of lonesome ones,
Oh, come thou back!
All my hot tears in streamlets trickle
Their course to thee!
And all my final hearty fervour—
Up-glow'th to thee!
Oh, come thou back,
Mine unfamiliar God! my pain!
My final bliss!
TWO
—Here, however, Zarathustra could no longer restrain himself;
he took his staff and struck the wailer with all his might. "Stop
this," cried he to him with wrathful laughter, "stop this,
thou stage-player! Thou false coiner! Thou liar from the very heart!
I know thee well!
I will soon make warm legs to thee, thou evil magician: I know
well how—to make it hot for such as thou!"
—"Leave off," said the old man, and sprang up from
the ground, "strike me no more, O Zarathustra! I did it only
for amusement!
That kind of thing belongeth to mine art. Thee thyself, I wanted
to put to the proof when I gave this performance. And verily, thou
hast well detected me!
But thou thyself—hast given me no small proof of thyself:
thou art hard, thou wise Zarathustra! Hard strikest thou with thy
'truths,' thy cudgel forceth from me—this truth!"
—"Flatter not," answered Zarathustra, still excited
and frowning, "thou stage-player from the heart! Thou art false:
why speakest thou—of truth!
Thou peacock of peacocks, thou sea of vanity; what didst thou represent
before me, thou evil magician; whom was I meant to believe in when
thou wailedst in such wise?"
"The penitent in spirit," said the old man, "it
was him—I represented; thou thyself once devisedst this expression—
The poet and magician who at last turneth his spirit against himself,
the transformed one who freezeth to death by his bad science and
conscience.
And just acknowledge it: it was long, O Zarathustra, before thou
discoveredst my trick and lie! Thou believedst in my distress when
thou heldest my head with both thy hands,—
I heard thee lament 'we have loved him too little, loved him too
little!' Because I so far deceived thee, my wickedness rejoiced
in me."
"Thou mayest have deceived subtler ones than I," said
Zarathustra sternly. "I am not on my guard against deceivers;
I have to be without precaution: so willeth my lot.
Thou, however,—must deceive: so far do I know thee! Thou
must ever be equivocal, trivocal, quadrivocal, and quinquivocal!
Even what thou hast now confessed, is not nearly true enough nor
false enough for me!
Thou bad false coiner, how couldst thou do otherwise! Thy very
malady wouldst thou whitewash if thou showed thyself naked to thy
physician.
Thus didst thou whitewash thy lie before me when thou saidst: 'I
did so only for amusement!' There was also seriousness therein,
thou art something of a penitent-in-spirit!
I divine thee well: thou hast become the enchanter of all the world;
but for thyself thou hast no lie or artifice left,—thou art
disenchanted to thyself!
Thou hast reaped disgust as thy one truth. No word in thee is any
longer genuine, but thy mouth is so: that is to say, the disgust
that cleaveth unto thy mouth."—
"Who art thou at all!" cried here the old magician with
defiant voice, "who dareth to speak thus unto me, the greatest
man now living?"—and a green flash shot from his eye
at Zarathustra. But immediately after he changed, and said sadly:
"O Zarathustra, I am weary of it, I am disgusted with mine
arts, I am not great, why do I dissemble! But thou knowest it well—I
sought for greatness!
A great man I wanted to appear, and persuaded many; but the lie
hath been beyond my power. On it do I collapse.
O Zarathustra, everything is a lie in me; but that I collapse—this
my collapsing is genuine!"—
"It honoureth thee," said Zarathustra gloomily, looking
down with sidelong glance, "it honoureth thee that thou soughtest
for greatness, but it betrayeth thee also. Thou art not great.
Thou bad old magician, that is the best and the honestest thing
I honour in thee, that thou hast become weary of thyself, and hast
expressed it: 'I am not great.'
Therein do I honour thee as a penitent-in-spirit, and although
only for the twinkling of an eye, in that one moment wast thou—genuine.
But tell me, what seekest thou here in my forests and rocks? And
if thou hast put thyself in my way, what proof of me wouldst thou
have?—
Wherein didst thou put me to the test?"
Thus spake Zarathustra, and his eyes sparkled. But the old magician
kept silence for a while; then said he: "Did I put thee to
the test? I—seek only.
O Zarathustra, I seek a genuine one, a right one, a simple one,
an unequivocal one, a man of perfect honesty, a vessel of wisdom,
a saint of knowledge, a great man!
Knowest thou it not, O Zarathustra? I seek Zarathustra."
—And here there arose a long silence between them: Zarathustra,
however, became profoundly absorbed in thought, so that he shut
his eyes. But afterwards coming back to the situation, he grasped
the hand of the magician, and said, full of politeness and policy:
"Well! Up thither leadeth the way, there is the cave of Zarathustra.
In it mayest thou seek him whom thou wouldst fain find.
And ask counsel of mine animals, mine eagle and my serpent: they
shall help thee to seek. My cave however is large.
I myself, to be sure—I have as yet seen no great man. That
which is great, the acutest eye is at present insensible to it.
It is the kingdom of the populace.
Many a one have I found who stretched and inflated himself, and
the people cried: 'Behold; a great man!' But what good do all bellows
do! The wind cometh out at last.
At last bursteth the frog which hath inflated itself too long:
then cometh out the wind. To prick a swollen one in the belly, I
call good pastime. Hear that, ye boys!
Our today is of the popular: who still knoweth what is great and
what is small! Who could there seek successfully for greatness!
A fool only: it succeedeth with fools.
Thou seekest for great men, thou strange fool? Who taught that
to thee? Is today the time for it? Oh, thou bad seeker, why dost
thou—tempt me?"—
Thus spake Zarathustra, comforted in his heart, and went laughing
on his way.
66. Out of Service
NOT long, however, after Zarathustra had freed himself from the
magician, he again saw a person sitting beside the path which he
followed, namely a tall, black man, with a haggard, pale countenance:
this man grieved him exceedingly. "Alas," said he to his
heart, "there sitteth disguised affliction; methinketh he is
of the type of the priests: what do they want in my domain?
What! Hardly have I escaped from that magician, and must another
necromancer again run across my path,—
Some sorcerer with laying-on-of-hands, some sombre wonder-worker
by the grace of God, some anointed world-maligner, whom, may the
devil take!
But the devil is never at the place which would be his right place:
he always cometh too late, that cursed dwarf and club-foot!"—
Thus cursed Zarathustra impatiently in his heart, and considered
how with averted look he might slip past the black man. But behold,
it came about otherwise. For at the same moment had the sitting
one already perceived him; and not unlike one whom an unexpected
happiness overtaketh, he sprang to his feet, and went straight towards
Zarathustra.
"Whoever thou art, thou traveller," said he, "help
a strayed one, a seeker, an old man, who may here easily come to
grief!
The world here is strange to me, and remote; wild beasts also did
I hear howling; and he who could have given me protection—he
is himself no more.
I was seeking the pious man, a saint and an anchorite, who, alone
in his forest, had not yet heard of what all the world knoweth at
present."
"What doth all the world know at present?" asked Zarathustra.
"Perhaps that the old God no longer liveth, in whom all the
world once believed?"
"Thou sayest it," answered the old man sorrowfully. "And
I served that old God until his last hour.
Now, however, am I out of service, without master, and yet not
free; likewise am I no longer merry even for an hour, except it
be in recollections.
Therefore did I ascend into these mountains, that I might finally
have a festival for myself once more, as becometh an old pope and
church-father: for know it, that I am the last pope!—a festival
of pious recollections and divine services.
Now, however, is he himself dead, the most pious of men, the saint
in the forest, who praised his God constantly with singing and mumbling.
He himself found I no longer when I found his cot—but two
wolves found I therein, which howled on account of his death,—for
all animals loved him. Then did I haste away.
Had I thus come in vain into these forests and mountains? Then
did my heart determine that I should seek another, the most pious
of all those who believe not in God,—my heart determined that
I should seek Zarathustra!"
Thus spake the hoary man, and gazed with keen eyes at him who stood
before him. Zarathustra however seized the hand of the old pope
and regarded it a long while with admiration.
"Lo! thou venerable one," said he then, "what a
fine and long hand! That is the hand of one who hath ever dispensed
blessings. Now, however, doth it hold fast him whom thou seekest,
me, Zarathustra.
It is I, the ungodly Zarathustra, who saith: 'Who is ungodlier
than I, that I may enjoy his teaching?'"—
Thus spake Zarathustra, and penetrated with his glances the thoughts
and arrear-thoughts of the old pope. At last the latter began:
"He who most loved and possessed him hath now also lost him
most—
Lo, I myself am surely the most godless of us at present? But who
could rejoice at that!"—
"Thou servedst him to the last?"asked Zarathustra thoughtfully,
after a deep silence, "thou knowest how he died? Is it true
what they say, that sympathy choked him;
—That he saw how man hung on the cross, and could not endure
it;—that his love to man became his hell, and at last his
death?"—
The old pope however did not answer, but looked aside timidly,
with a painful and gloomy expression.
"Let him go," said Zarathustra, after prolonged meditation,
still looking the old man straight in the eye.
"Let him go, he is gone. And though it honoureth thee that
thou speakest only in praise of this dead one, yet thou knowest
as well as I who he was, and that he went curious ways."
"To speak before three eyes," said the old pope cheerfully
(he was blind of one eye), "in divine matters I am more enlightened
than Zarathustra himself—and may well be so.
My love served him long years, my will followed all his will. A
good servant, however, knoweth everything, and many a thing even
which a master hideth from himself.
He was a hidden God, full of secrecy. Verily, he did not come by
his son otherwise than by secret ways. At the door of his faith
standeth adultery.
Whoever extolleth him as a God of love, doth not think highly enough
of love itself. Did not that God want also to be judge? But the
loving one loveth irrespective of reward and requital.
When he was young, that God out of the Orient, then was he harsh
and revengeful, and built himself a hell for the delight of his
favourites.
At last, however, he became old and soft and mellow and pitiful,
more like a grandfather than a father, but most like a tottering
old grandmother.
There did he sit shrivelled in his chimney-corner, fretting on
account of his weak legs, world-weary, will-weary, and one day he
suffocated of his all-too-great pity."—
"Thou old pope," said here Zarathustra interposing, "hast
thou seen that with thine eyes? It could well have happened in that
way: in that way, and also otherwise. When gods die they always
die many kinds of death.
Well! At all events, one way or other—he is gone! He was
counter to the taste of mine ears and eyes; worse than that I should
not like to say against him.
I love everything that looketh bright and speaketh honestly. But
he—thou knowest it, forsooth, thou old priest, there was something
of thy type in him, the priest-type—he was equivocal.
He was also indistinct. How he raged at us, this wrath-snorter,
because we understood him badly! But why did he not speak more clearly?
And if the fault lay in our ears, why did he give us ears that
heard him badly? If there was dirt in our ears, well! who put it
in them?
Too much miscarried with him, this potter who had not learned thoroughly!
That he took revenge on his pots and creations, however, because
they turned out badly—that was a sin against good taste.
There is also good taste in piety: this at last said: 'Away with
such a God! Better to have no God, better to set up destiny on one's
own account, better to be a fool, better to be God oneself!'"
—"What do I hear!" said then the old pope, with
intent ears; "O Zarathustra, thou art more pious than thou
believest, with such an unbelief! Some god in thee hath converted
thee to thine ungodliness.
Is it not thy piety itself which no longer letteth thee believe
in a God? And thine over-great honesty will yet lead thee even beyond
good and evil!
Behold, what hath been reserved for thee? Thou hast eyes and hands
and mouth, which have been predestined for blessing from eternity.
One doth not bless with the hand alone.
Nigh unto thee, though thou professest to be the ungodliest one,
I feel a hale and holy odour of long benedictions: I feel glad and
grieved thereby.
Let me be thy guest, O Zarathustra, for a single night! Nowhere
on earth shall I now feel better than with thee!"—
"Amen! So shall it be!" said Zarathustra, with great
astonishment; "up thither leadeth the way, there lieth the
cave of Zarathustra.
Gladly, forsooth, would I conduct thee thither myself, thou venerable
one; for I love all pious men. But now a cry of distress calleth
me hastily away from thee.
In my domain shall no one come to grief; my cave is a good haven.
And best of all would I like to put every sorrowful one again on
firm land and firm legs.
Who, however, could take thy melancholy off thy shoulders? For
that I am too weak. Long, verily, should we have to wait until some
one re-awoke thy God for thee.
For that old God liveth no more: he is indeed dead."—
Thus spake Zarathustra.
67. The Ugliest Man
—AND again did Zarathustra's feet run through mountains and
forests, and his eyes sought and sought, but nowhere was he to be
seen whom they wanted to see—the sorely distressed sufferer
and crier. On the whole way, however, he rejoiced in his heart and
was full of gratitude. "What good things," said he, "hath
this day given me, as amends for its bad beginning! What strange
interlocutors have I found!
At their words will I now chew a long while as at good corn; small
shall my teeth grind and crush them, until they flow like milk into
my soul!"—
When, however, the path again curved round a rock, all at once
the landscape changed, and Zarathustra entered into a realm of death.
Here bristled aloft black and red cliffs, without any grass, tree,
or bird's voice. For it was a valley which all animals avoided,
even the beasts of prey, except that a species of ugly, thick, green
serpent came here to die when they became old. Therefore the shepherds
called this valley: "Serpent-death."
Zarathustra, however, became absorbed in dark recollections, for
it seemed to him as if he had once before stood in this valley.
And much heaviness settled on his mind, so that he walked slowly
and always more slowly, and at last stood still. Then, however,
when he opened his eyes, he saw something sitting by the wayside
shaped like a man, and hardly like a man, something nondescript.
And all at once there came over Zarathustra a great shame, because
he had gazed on such a thing. Blushing up to the very roots of his
white hair, he turned aside his glance, and raised his foot that
he might leave this ill-starred place. Then, however, became the
dead wilderness vocal: for from the ground a noise welled up, gurgling
and rattling, as water gurgleth and rattleth at night through stopped-up
water-pipes; and at last it turned into human voice and human speech:—it
sounded thus:
"Zarathustra! Zarathustra! Read my riddle! Say, say! What
is the revenge on the witness?
I entice thee back; here is smooth ice! See to it, see to it, that
thy pride does not here break its legs!
Thou thinkest thyself wise, thou proud Zarathustra! Read then the
riddle, thou hard nut-cracker,—the riddle that I am! Say then:
who am I!"
—When however Zarathustra had heard these words,—what
think ye then took place in his soul? Pity overcame him; and he
sank down all at once, like an oak that hath long withstood many
tree-fellers,—heavily, suddenly, to the terror even of those
who meant to fell it. But immediately he got up again from the ground,
and his countenance became stern.
"I know thee well," said he, with a brazen voice, "thou
art the murderer of God! Let me go.
Thou couldst not endure him who beheld thee,—who ever beheld
thee through and through, thou ugliest man. Thou tookest revenge
on this witness!"
Thus spake Zarathustra and was about to go; but the nondescript
grasped at a corner of his garment and began anew to gurgle and
seek for words. "Stay," said he at last—
"Stay! Do not pass by! I have divined what axe it was that
struck thee to the ground: hail to thee, O Zarathustra, that thou
art again upon thy feet!
Thou hast divined, I know it well, how the man feeleth who killed
him,—the murderer of God. Stay! Sit down here beside me; it
is not to no purpose.
To whom would I go but unto thee? Stay, sit down! Do not however
look at me! Honour thus—mine ugliness!
They persecute me: now art thou my last refuge. Not with their
hatred, not with their bailiffs;—Oh, such persecution would
I mock at, and be proud and cheerful!
Hath not all success hitherto been with the well-persecuted ones?
And he who persecuteth well learneth readily to be obsequent—when
once he is—put behind! But it is their pity—
Their pity is it from which I flee away and flee to thee. O Zarathustra,
protect me, thou, my last refuge, thou sole one who divinedst me:
—Thou hast divined how the man feeleth who killed him. Stay!
And if thou wilt go, thou impatient one, go not the way that I came.
That way is bad.
Art thou angry with me because I have already racked language too
long? Because I have already counselled thee? But know that it is
I, the ugliest man,
—Who have also the largest, heaviest feet. Where I have gone,
the way is bad. I tread all paths to death and destruction.
But that thou passedst me by in silence, that thou blushedst—I
saw it well: thereby did I know thee as Zarathustra.
Every one else would have thrown to me his alms, his pity, in look
and speech. But for that—I am not beggar enough: that didst
thou divine.
For that I am too rich, rich in what is great, frightful, ugliest,
most unutterable! Thy shame, O Zarathustra, honoured me!
With difficulty did I get out of the crowd of the pitiful,—that
I might find the only one who at present teacheth that 'pity is
obtrusive'—thyself, O Zarathustra!
—Whether it be the pity of a God, or whether it be human
pity, it is offensive to modesty. And unwillingness to help may
be nobler than the virtue that rusheth to do so.
That however—namely, pity—is called virtue itself at
present by all petty people:—they have no reverence for great
misfortune, great ugliness, great failure.
Beyond all these do I look, as a dog looketh over the backs of
thronging flocks of sheep. They are petty, good-wooled, good-willed,
grey people.
As the heron looketh contemptuously at shallow pools, with backward-bent
head, so do I look at the throng of grey little waves and wills
and souls.
Too long have we acknowledged them to be right, those petty people:
so we have at last given them power as well;—and now do they
teach that 'good is only what petty people call good.'
And 'truth' is at present what the preacher spake who himself sprang
from them, that singular saint and advocate of the petty people,
who testified of himself: 'I—am the truth.'
That immodest one hath long made the petty people greatly puffed
up,—he who taught no small error when he taught: 'I—am
the truth.'
Hath an immodest one ever been answered more courteously?—Thou,
however, O Zarathustra, passedst him by, and saidst: 'Nay! Nay!
Three times Nay!'
Thou warnedst against his error; thou warnedst—the first
to do so—against pity:—not every one, not none, but
thyself and thy type.
Thou art ashamed of the shame of the great sufferer; and verily
when thou sayest: 'From pity there cometh a heavy cloud; take heed,
ye men!'
—When thou teachest: 'All creators are hard, all great love
is beyond their pity:' O Zarathustra, how well versed dost thou
seem to me in weather-signs!
Thou thyself, however,—warn thyself also against thy pity!
For many are on their way to thee, many suffering, doubting, despairing,
drowning, freezing ones—
I warn thee also against myself. Thou hast read my best, my worst
riddle, myself, and what I have done. I know the axe that felleth
thee.
But he—had to die: he looked with eyes which beheld everything,—he
beheld men's depths and dregs, all his hidden ignominy and ugliness.
His pity knew no modesty: he crept into my dirtiest corners. This
most prying, over-intrusive, over-pitiful one had to die.
He ever beheld me: on such a witness I would have revenge—or
not live myself.
The God who beheld everything, and also man: that God had to die!
Man cannot endure it that such a witness should live."
Thus spake the ugliest man. Zarathustra however got up, and prepared
to go on: for he felt frozen to the very bowels.
"Thou nondescript," said he, "thou warnedst me against
thy path. As thanks for it I praise mine to thee. Behold, up thither
is the cave of Zarathustra.
My cave is large and deep and hath many corners; there findeth
he that is most hidden his hiding-place. And close beside it, there
are a hundred lurking-places and by-places for creeping, fluttering,
and hopping creatures.
Thou outcast, who hast cast thyself out, thou wilt not live amongst
men and men's pity? Well then, do like me! Thus wilt thou learn
also from me; only the doer learneth.
And talk first and foremost to mine animals! The proudest animal
and the wisest animal—they might well be the right counsellors
for us both!"—
Thus spake Zarathustra and went his way, more thoughtfully and
slowly even than before: for he asked himself many things, and hardly
knew what to answer.
"How poor indeed is man," thought he in his heart, "how
ugly, how wheezy, how full of hidden shame!
They tell me that man loveth himself. Ah, how great must that self-love
be! How much contempt is opposed to it!
Even this man hath loved himself, as he hath despised himself,—a
great lover methinketh he is, and a great despiser.
No one have I yet found who more thoroughly despised himself: even
that is elevation. Alas, was this perhaps the higher man whose cry
I heard?
I love the great despisers. Man is something that hath to be surpassed."—
68. The Voluntary Beggar
WHEN Zarathustra had left the ugliest man, he was chilled and felt
lonesome: for much coldness and lonesomeness came over his spirit,
so that even his limbs became colder thereby. When, however, he
wandered on and on, uphill and down, at times past green meadows,
though also sometimes over wild stony couches where formerly perhaps
an impatient brook had made its bed, then he turned all at once
warmer and heartier again.
"What hath happened unto me?" he asked himself, "something
warm and living quickeneth me; it must be in the neighbourhood.
Already am I less alone; unconscious companions and brethren rove
around me; their warm breath toucheth my soul."
When, however, he spied about and sought for the comforters of
his lonesomeness, behold, there were kine there standing together
on an eminence, whose proximity and smell had warmed his heart.
The kine, however, seemed to listen eagerly to a speaker, and took
no heed of him who approached. When, however, Zarathustra was quite
nigh unto them, then did he hear plainly that a human voice spake
in the midst of the kine, and apparently all of them had turned
their heads towards the speaker.
Then ran Zarathustra up speedily and drove the animals aside; for
he feared that some one had here met with harm, which the pity of
the kine would hardly be able to relieve. But in this he was deceived;
for behold, there sat a man on the ground who seemed to be persuading
the animals to have no fear of him, a peaceable man and Preacher-on-the-Mount,
out of whose eyes kindness itself preached. "What dost thou
seek here?" called out Zarathustra in astonishment.
"What do I here seek?" answered he: "the same that
thou seekest, thou mischief-maker; that is to say, happiness upon
earth.
To that end, however, I would fain learn of these kine. For I tell
thee that I have already talked half a morning unto them, and just
now were they about to give me their answer. Why dost thou disturb
them?
Except we be converted and become as kine, we shall in no wise
enter into the kingdom of heaven. For we ought to learn from them
one thing: ruminating.
And verily, although a man should gain the whole world, and yet
not learn one thing, ruminating, what would it profit him! He would
not be rid of his affliction,
—His great affliction: that, however, is at present called
disgust. Who hath not at present his heart, his mouth and his eyes
full of disgust? Thou also! Thou also! But behold these kine!"—
Thus spake the Preacher-on-the-Mount, and turned then his own look
towards Zarathustra—for hitherto it had rested lovingly on
the kine:— then, however, he put on a different expression.
"Who is this with whom I talk?" he exclaimed, frightened,
and sprang up from the ground.
"This is the man without disgust, this is Zarathustra himself,
the surmounter of the great disgust, this is the eye, this is the
mouth, this is the heart of Zarathustra himself."
And whilst he thus spake he kissed with o'erflowing eyes the hands
of him with whom he spake, and behaved altogether like one to whom
a precious gift and jewel hath fallen unawares from heaven. The
kine, however, gazed at it all and wondered.
"Speak not of me, thou strange one; thou amiable one!"
said Zarathustra, and restrained his affection, "speak to me
firstly of thyself! Art thou not the voluntary beggar who once cast
away great riches,—
Who was ashamed of his riches and of the rich, and fled to the
poorest to bestow upon them his abundance and his heart? But they
received him not."
"But they received me not," said the voluntary beggar,
"thou knowest it, forsooth. So I went at last to the animals
and to those kine."
"Then learnedst thou," interrupted Zarathustra, "how
much harder it is to give properly than to take properly, and that
bestowing well is an art—the last, subtlest master-art of
kindness.
"Especially nowadays," answered the voluntary beggar:
"at present, that is to say, when everything low hath become
rebellious and exclusive and haughty in its manner—in the
manner of the populace.
For the hour hath come, thou knowest it forsooth, for the great,
evil, long, slow mob-and-slave-insurrection: it extendeth and extendeth!
Now doth it provoke the lower classes, all benevolence and petty
giving; and the overrich may be on their guard!
Whoever at present drip, like bulgy bottles out of all-too-small
necks:—of such bottles at present one willingly breaketh the
necks.
Wanton avidity, bilious envy, careworn revenge, populace-pride:
all these struck mine eye. It is no longer true that the poor are
blessed. The kingdom of heaven, however, is with the kine."
"And why is it not with the rich?" asked Zarathustra
temptingly, while he kept back the kine which sniffed familiarly
at the peaceful one.
"Why dost thou tempt me?" answered the other. "Thou
knowest it thyself better even than I. What was it drove me to the
poorest, O Zarathustra? Was it not my disgust at the richest?
—At the culprits of riches, with cold eyes and rank thoughts,
who pick up profit out of all kinds of rubbish—at this rabble
that stinketh to heaven,
—At this gilded, falsified populace, whose fathers were pickpockets,
or carrion-crows, or rag-pickers, with wives compliant, lewd and
forgetful:—for they are all of them not far different from
harlots—
Populace above, populace below! What are 'poor' and 'rich' at present!
That distinction did I unlearn,—then did I flee away further
and ever further, until I came to those kine."
Thus spake the peaceful one, and puffed himself and perspired with
his words: so that the kine wondered anew. Zarathustra, however,
kept looking into his face with a smile, all the time the man talked
so severely—and shook silently his head.
"Thou doest violence to thyself, thou Preacher-on-the-Mount,
when thou usest such severe words. For such severity neither thy
mouth nor thine eye have been given thee.
Nor, methinketh, hath thy stomach either: unto it all such rage
and hatred and foaming-over is repugnant. Thy stomach wanteth softer
things: thou art not a butcher.
Rather seemest thou to me a plant-eater and a root-man. Perhaps
thou grindest corn. Certainly, however, thou art averse to fleshly
joys, and thou lovest honey."
"Thou hast divined me well," answered the voluntary beggar,
with lightened heart. "I love honey, I also grind corn; for
I have sought out what tasteth sweetly and maketh pure breath:
—Also what requireth a long time, a day's-work and a mouth's-work
for gentle idlers and sluggards.
Furthest, to be sure, have those kine carried it: they have devised
ruminating and lying in the sun. They also abstain from all heavy
thoughts which inflate the heart."
—"Well!" said Zarathustra, "thou shouldst
also see mine animals, mine eagle and my serpent,—their like
do not at present exist on earth.
Behold, thither leadeth the way to my cave: be tonight its guest.
And talk to mine animals of the happiness of animals,—
Until I myself come home. For now a cry of distress calleth me
hastily away from thee. Also, shouldst thou find new honey with
me, ice-cold, golden-comb-honey, eat it!
Now, however, take leave at once of thy kine, thou strange one!
thou amiable one! though it be hard for thee. For they are thy warmest
friends and preceptors!"—
"One excepted, whom I hold still dearer," answered the
voluntary beggar. "Thou thyself art good, O Zarathustra, and
better even than a cow!"
"Away, away with thee! thou evil flatterer!" cried Zarathustra
mischievously, "why dost thou spoil me with such praise and
flattery-honey?
"Away, away from me!" cried he once more, and heaved
his stick at the fond beggar, who, however, ran nimbly away.
69. The Shadow
SCARCELY however was the voluntary beggar gone in haste, and Zarathustra
again alone, when he heard behind him a new voice which called out:
"Stay! Zarathustra! Do wait! It is myself, forsooth, O Zarathustra,
myself, thy shadow!" But Zarathustra did not wait; for a sudden
irritation came over him on account of the crowd and the crowding
in his mountains. "Whither hath my lonesomeness gone?"
spake he.
"It is verily becoming too much for me; these mountains swarm;
my kingdom is no longer of this world; I require new mountains.
My shadow calleth me? What matter about my shadow! Let it run after
me! I—run away from it."
Thus spake Zarathustra to his heart and ran away. But the one behind
followed after him, so that immediately there were three runners,
one after the other—namely, foremost the voluntary beggar,
then Zarathustra, and thirdly, and hindmost, his shadow. But not
long had they run thus when Zarathustra became conscious of his
folly, and shook off with one jerk all his irritation and detestation.
"What!" said he, "have not the most ludicrous things
always happened to us old anchorites and saints?
Verily, my folly hath grown big in the mountains! Now do I hear
six old fools' legs rattling behind one another!
But doth Zarathustra need to be frightened by his shadow? Also,
methinketh that after all it hath longer legs thin mine."
Thus spake Zarathustra, and, laughing with eyes and entrails, he
stood still and turned round quickly—and behold, he almost
thereby threw his shadow and follower to the ground, so closely
had the latter followed at his heels, and so weak was he. For when
Zarathustra scrutinised him with his glance he was frightened as
by a sudden apparition, so slender, swarthy, hollow and worn-out
did this follower appear.
"Who art thou?" asked Zarathustra vehemently, "what
doest thou here? And why callest thou thyself my shadow? Thou art
not pleasing unto me."
"Forgive me," answered the shadow, "that it is I;
and if I please thee not—well, O Zarathustra! therein do I
admire thee and thy good taste.
A wanderer am I, who have walked long at thy heels; always on the
way, but without a goal, also without a home: so that verily, I
lack little of being the eternally Wandering Jew, except that I
am not eternal and not a Jew.
What? Must I ever be on the way? Whirled by every wind, unsettled,
driven about? O earth, thou hast become too round for me!
On every surface have I already sat, like tired dust have I fallen
asleep on mirrors and window-panes: everything taketh from me, nothing
giveth; I become thin—I am almost equal to a shadow.
After thee, however, O Zarathustra, did I fly and hie longest;
and though I hid myself from thee, I was nevertheless thy best shadow:
wherever thou hast sat, there sat I also.
With thee have I wandered about in the remotest, coldest worlds,
like a phantom that voluntarily haunteth winter roofs and snows.
With thee have I pushed into all the forbidden, all the worst and
the furthest: and if there be anything of virtue in me, it is that
I have had no fear of any prohibition.
With thee have I broken up whatever my heart revered; all boundary-stones
and statues have I o'erthrown; the most dangerous wishes did I pursue,—verily,
beyond every crime did I once go.
With thee did I unlearn the belief in words and worths and in great
names. When the devil casteth his skin, doth not his name also fall
away? It is also skin.
The devil himself is perhaps—skin. 'Nothing is true, all
is permitted': so said I to myself. Into the coldest water did I
plunge with head and heart. Ah, how oft did I stand there naked
on that account, like a red crab!
Ah, where have gone all my goodness and all my shame and all my
belief in the good! Ah, where is the lying innocence which I once
possessed, the innocence of the good and of their noble lies!
Too oft, verily, did I follow close to the heels of truth: then
did it kick me on the face. Sometimes I meant to lie, and behold!
then only did I hit—the truth.
Too much hath become clear unto me: now it doth not concern me
any more. Nothing liveth any longer that I love,—how should
I still love myself?
'To live as I incline, or not to live at all': so do I wish; so
wisheth also the holiest. But alas! how have I still—inclination?
Have I—still a goal? A haven towards which my sail is set?
A good wind? Ah, he only who knoweth whither he saileth, knoweth
what wind is good, and a fair wind for him.
What still remaineth to me? A heart weary and flippant; an unstable
will; fluttering wings; a broken backbone.
This seeking for my home: O Zarathustra, dost thou know that this
seeking hath been my home-sickening; it eateth me up.
Where is—my home?' For it do I ask and seek, and have sought,
but have not found it. O eternal everywhere, O eternal nowhere,
O eternal—in-vain!"
Thus spake the shadow, and Zarathustra's countenance lengthened
at his words. "Thou art my shadow!" said he at last sadly.
"Thy danger is not small, thou free spirit and wanderer! Thou
hast had a bad day: see that a still worse evening doth not overtake
thee!
To such unsettled ones as thou, seemeth at last even a prisoner
blessed. Didst thou ever see how captured criminals sleep? They
sleep quietly, they enjoy their new security.
Beware lest in the end a narrow faith capture thee, a hard, rigorous
delusion! For now everything that is narrow and fixed seduceth and
tempteth thee.
Thou hast lost thy goal. Alas, how wilt thou forego and forget
that loss? Thereby—hast thou also lost thy way!
Thou poor rover and rambler, thou tired butterfly! wilt thou have
a rest and a home this evening? Then go up to my cave!
Thither leadeth the way to my cave. And now will I run quickly
away from thee again. Already lieth as it were a shadow upon me.
I will run alone, so that it may again become bright around me.
Therefore must I still be a long time merrily upon my legs. In the
evening, however, there will be—dancing with me!"—
Thus spake Zarathustra.
70. Noontide
—AND Zarathustra ran and ran, but he found no one else, and
was alone and ever found himself again; he enjoyed and quaffed his
solitude, and thought of good things—for hours. About the
hour of noontide, however, when the sun stood exactly over Zarathustra's
head, he passed an old, bent and gnarled tree, which was encircled
round by the ardent love of a vine, and hidden from itself; from
this there hung yellow grapes in abundance, confronting the wanderer.
Then he felt inclined to quench a little thirst, and to break off
for himself a cluster of grapes. When, however, he had already his
arm out-stretched for that purpose, he felt still more inclined
for something else—namely, to lie down beside the tree at
the hour of perfect noontide and sleep.
This Zarathustra did; and no sooner had he laid himself on the
ground in the stillness and secrecy of the variegated grass, than
he had forgotten his little thirst, and fell asleep. For as the
proverb of Zarathustra saith: "One thing is more necessary
than the other." Only that his eyes remained open:—for
they never grew weary of viewing and admiring the tree and the love
of the vine. In falling asleep, however, Zarathustra spake thus
to his heart:
"Hush! Hush! Hath not the world now become perfect? What hath
happened unto me?
As a delicate wind danceth invisibly upon parqueted seas, light,
feather-light, so—danceth sleep upon me.
No eye doth it close to me, it leaveth my soul awake. Light is
it, verily, feather-light.
It persuadeth me, I know not how, it toucheth me inwardly with
a caressing hand, it constraineth me. Yea, it constraineth me, so
that my soul stretcheth itself out:—
How long and weary it becometh, my strange soul! Hath a seventh-day
evening come to it precisely at noontide? Hath it already wandered
too long, blissfully, among good and ripe things?
It stretcheth itself out, long—longer! it lieth still, my
strange soul. Too many good things hath it already tasted; this
golden sadness oppresseth it, it distorteth its mouth.
—As a ship that putteth into the calmest cove:—it now
draweth up to the land, weary of long voyages and uncertain seas.
Is not the land more faithful?
As such a ship huggeth the shore, tuggeth the shore:—then
it sufficeth for a spider to spin its thread from the ship to the
land. No stronger ropes are required there.
As such a weary ship in the calmest cove, so do I also now repose,
nigh to the earth, faithful, trusting, waiting, bound to it with
the lightest threads.
O happiness! O happiness! Wilt thou perhaps sing, O my soul? Thou
liest in the grass. But this is the secret, solemn hour, when no
shepherd playeth his pipe.
Take care! Hot noontide sleepeth on the fields. Do not sing! Hush!
The world is perfect.
Do not sing, thou prairie-bird, my soul! Do not even whisper! Lo—hush!
The old noontide sleepeth, it moveth its mouth: doth it not just
now drink a drop of happiness—
An old brown drop of golden happiness, golden wine? Something whisketh
over it, its happiness laugheth. Thus—laugheth a God. Hush!—
'For happiness, how little sufficeth for happiness!' Thus spake
I once and thought myself wise. But it was a blasphemy: that have
I now learned. Wise fools speak better.
The least thing precisely, the gentlest thing, the lightest thing,
a lizard's rustling, a breath, a whisk, an eye-glance—little
maketh up the best happiness. Hush!
—What hath befallen me: Hark! Hath time flown away? Do I
not fall? Have I not fallen—hark! into the well of eternity?
—What happeneth to me? Hush! It stingeth me—alas—to
the heart? To the heart! Oh, break up, break up, my heart, after
such happiness, after such a sting!
—What? Hath not the world just now become perfect? Round
and ripe? Oh, for the golden round ring—whither doth it fly?
Let me run after it! Quick!
Hush—" (and here Zarathustra stretched himself, and
felt that he was asleep.)
"Up!" said he to himself, "thou sleeper! Thou noontide
sleeper! Well then, up, ye old legs! It is time and more than time;
many a good stretch of road is still awaiting you—
Now have ye slept your fill; for how long a time? A half-eternity!
Well then, up now, mine old heart! For how long after such a sleep
mayest thou—remain awake?"
But then did he fall asleep anew, and his soul spake against him
and defended itself, and lay down again)—"Leave me alone!
Hush! Hath not the world just now become perfect? Oh, for the golden
round ball!—
"Get up," said Zarathustra, "thou little thief,
thou sluggard! What! Still stretching thyself, yawning, sighing,
failing into deep wells?
Who art thou then, O my soul!" (and here he became frightened,
for a sunbeam shot down from heaven upon his face.)
"O heaven above me," said he sighing, and sat upright,
"thou gazest at me? Thou hearkenest unto my strange soul?
When wilt thou drink this drop of dew that fell down upon all earthly
things,—when wilt thou drink this strange soul—
When, thou well of eternity! thou joyous, awful, noontide abyss!
when wilt thou drink my soul back into thee?"
Thus spake Zarathustra, and rose from his couch beside the tree,
as if awakening from a strange drunkenness: and behold! there stood
the sun still exactly above his head. One might, however, rightly
infer therefrom that Zarathustra had not then slept long.
71. The Greeting
IT WAS late in the afternoon only when Zarathustra, after long
useless searching and strolling about, again came home to his cave.
When, however, he stood over against it, not more than twenty paces
therefrom, the thing happened which he now least of all expected:
he heard anew the great cry of distress. And extraordinary! this
time the cry came out of his own cave. It was a long, manifold,
peculiar cry, and Zarathustra plainly distinguished that it was
composed of many voices: although heard at a distance it might sound
like the cry out of a single mouth.
Thereupon Zarathustra rushed forward to his cave, and behold! what
a spectacle awaited him after that concert! For there did they all
sit together whom he had passed during the day: the king on the
right and the king on the left, the old magician, the pope, the
voluntary beggar, the shadow, the intellectually conscientious one,
the sorrowful soothsayer, and the ass; the ugliest man, however,
had set a crown on his head, and had put round him two purple girdles,—for
he liked, like all ugly ones, to disguise himself and play the handsome
person. In the midst, however, of that sorrowful company stood Zarathustra's
eagle, ruffled and disquieted, for it had been called upon to answer
too much for which its pride had not any answer; the wise serpent
however hung round its neck.
All this did Zarathustra behold with great astonishment; then however
he scrutinised each individual guest with courteous curiosity, read
their souls and wondered anew. In the meantime the assembled ones
had risen from their seats, and waited with reverence for Zarathustra
to speak. Zarathustra however spake thus:
"Ye despairing ones! Ye strange ones! So it was your cry of
distress that I heard? And now do I know also where he is to be
sought, whom I have sought for in vain today: the higher man:—
—In mine own cave sitteth he, the higher man! But why do
I wonder! Have not I myself allured him to me by honey-offerings
and artful lure-calls of my happiness?
But it seemeth to me that ye are badly adapted for company: ye
make one another's hearts fretful, ye that cry for help, when ye
sit here together? There is one that must first come,
—One who will make you laugh once more, a good jovial buffoon,
a dancer, a wind, a wild romp, some old fool:—what think ye?
Forgive me, however, ye despairing ones, for speaking such trivial
words before you, unworthy, verily, of such guests! But ye do not
divine what maketh my heart wanton:—
—Ye yourselves do it, and your aspect, forgive it me! For
every one becometh courageous who beholdeth a despairing one. To
encourage a despairing one—every one thinketh himself strong
enough to do so.
To myself have ye given this power,—a good gift, mine honourable
guests! An excellent guest's-present! Well, do not then upbraid
when I also offer you something of mine.
This is mine empire and my dominion: that which is mine, however,
shall this evening and tonight be yours. Mine animals shall serve
you: let my cave be your resting-place!
At house and home with me shall no one despair: in my purlieus
do I protect every one from his wild beasts. And that is the first
thing which I offer you: security!
The second thing, however, is my little finger. And when ye have
that, then take the whole hand also, yea and the heart with it!
Welcome here, welcome to you, my guests!"
Thus spake Zarathustra, and laughed with love and mischief. After
this greeting his guests bowed once more and were reverentially
silent; the king on the right, however, answered him in their name.
"O Zarathustra, by the way in which thou hast given us thy
hand and thy greeting, we recognise thee as Zarathustra. Thou hast
humbled thyself before us; almost hast thou hurt our reverence:—
—Who however could have humbled himself as thou hast done,
with such pride? That uplifteth us ourselves; a refreshment is it,
to our eyes and hearts.
To behold this, merely, gladly would we ascend higher mountains
than this. For as eager beholders have we come; we wanted to see
what brighteneth dim eyes.
And lo! now is it all over with our cries of distress. Now are
our minds and hearts open and enraptured. Little is lacking for
our spirits to become wanton.
There is nothing, O Zarathustra, that groweth more pleasingly on
earth than a lofty, strong will: it is the finest growth. An entire
landscape refresheth itself at one such tree.
To the pine do I compare him, O Zarathustra, which groweth up like
thee—tall, silent, hardy, solitary, of the best, supplest
wood, stately,—
In the end, however, grasping out for its dominion with strong,
green branches, asking weighty questions of the wind, the storm,
and whatever is at home on high places;
—Answering more weightily, a commander, a victor! Oh! who
should not ascend high mountains to behold such growths?
At thy tree, O Zarathustra, the gloomy and ill-constituted also
refresh themselves; at thy look even the wavering become steady
and heal their hearts.
And verily, towards thy mountain and thy tree do many eyes turn
today; a great longing hath arisen, and many have learned to ask:
'Who is Zarathustra?'
And those into whose ears thou hast at any time dripped thy song
and thy honey: all the hidden ones, the lone-dwellers and the twain-dwellers,
have simultaneously said to their hearts:
'Doth Zarathustra still live? It is no longer worth while to live,
everything is indifferent, everything is useless: or else—we
must live with Zarathustra!'
'Why doth he not come who hath so long announced himself?' thus
do many people ask; 'hath solitude swallowed him up? Or should we
perhaps go to him?'
Now doth it come to pass that solitude itself becometh fragile
and breaketh open, like a grave that breaketh open and can no longer
hold its dead. Everywhere one seeth resurrected ones.
Now do the waves rise and rise around thy mountain, O Zarathustra.
And however high be thy height, many of them must rise up to thee:
thy boat shall not rest much longer on dry ground.
And that we despairing ones have now come into thy cave, and already
no longer despair:—it is but a prognostic and a presage that
better ones are on the way to thee,—
For they themselves are on the way to thee, the last remnant of
God among men—that is to say, all the men of great longing,
of great loathing, of great satiety,
—All who do not want to live unless they learn again to hope—unless
they learn from thee, O Zarathustra, the great hope!"
Thus spake the king on the right, and seized the hand of Zarathustra
in order to kiss it; but Zarathustra checked his veneration, and
stepped back frightened, fleeing as it were, silently and suddenly
into the far distance. After a little while, however, he was again
at home with his guests, looked at them with clear scrutinising
eyes, and said: "
My guests, ye higher men, I will speak plain language and plainly
with you. It is not for you that I have waited here in these mountains."
("'Plain language and plainly?' Good God!" said here
the king on the left to himself; "one seeth he doth not know
the good Occidentals, this sage out of the Orient!
But he meaneth 'blunt language and bluntly'—well! That is
not the worst taste in these days!")
"Ye may, verily, all of you be higher men," continued
Zarathustra; "but for me—ye are neither high enough,
nor strong enough.
For me, that is to say, for the inexorable which is now silent
in me, but will not always be silent. And if ye appertain to me,
still it is not as my right arm.
For he who himself standeth, like you, on sickly and tender legs,
wisheth above all to be treated indulgently, whether he be conscious
of it or hide it from himself.
My arms and my legs, however, I do not treat indulgently, I do
not treat my warriors indulgently: how then could ye be fit for
my warfare?
With you I should spoil all my victories. And many of you would
tumble over if ye but heard the loud beating of my drums.
Moreover, ye are not sufficiently beautiful and well-born for me.
I require pure, smooth mirrors for my doctrines; on your surface
even mine own likeness is distorted.
On your shoulders presseth many a burden, many a recollection;
many a mischievous dwarf squatteth in your corners. There is concealed
populace also in you.
And though ye be high and of a higher type, much in you is crooked
and misshapen. There is no smith in the world that could hammer
you right and straight for me.
Ye are only bridges: may higher ones pass over upon you! Ye signify
steps: so do not upbraid him who ascendeth beyond you into his height!
Out of your seed there may one day arise for me a genuine son and
perfect heir: but that time is distant. Ye yourselves are not those
unto whom my heritage and name belong.
Not for you do I wait here in these mountains; not with you may
I descend for the last time. Ye have come unto me only as a presage
that higher ones are on the way to me,—
Not the men of great longing, of great loathing, of great satiety,
and that which ye call the remnant of God;
—Nay! Nay! Three times Nay! For others do I wait here in
these mountains, and will not lift my foot from thence without them;
—For higher ones, stronger ones, triumphanter ones, merrier
ones, for such as are built squarely in body and soul: laughing
lions must come!
O my guests, ye strange ones—have ye yet heard nothing of
my children? And that they are on the way to me?
Do speak unto me of my gardens, of my Happy Isles, of my new beautiful
race—why do ye not speak unto me thereof?
This guests'—present do I solicit of your love, that ye speak
unto me of my children. For them am I rich, for them I became poor:
what have I not surrendered.
What would I not surrender that I might have one thing: these children,
this living plantation, these life-trees of my will and of my highest
hope!"
Thus spake Zarathustra, and stopped suddenly in his discourse:
for his longing came over him, and he closed his eyes and his mouth,
because of the agitation of his heart. And all his guests also were
silent, and stood still and confounded: except only that the old
soothsayer made signs with his hands and his gestures.
72. The Supper
FOR at this point the soothsayer interrupted the greeting of Zarathustra
and his guests: he pressed forward as one who had no time to lose,
seized Zarathustra's hand and exclaimed: "But Zarathustra!
One thing is more necessary than the other, so sayest thou thyself:
well, one thing is now more necessary unto me than all others.
A word at the right time: didst thou not invite me to table? And
here are many who have made long journeys. Thou dost not mean to
feed us merely with discourses?
Besides, all of you have thought too much about freezing, drowning,
suffocating, and other bodily dangers: none of you, however, have
thought of my danger, namely, perishing of hunger—"
(Thus spake the soothsayer. When Zarathustra's animals, however,
heard these words, they ran away in terror. For they saw that all
they had brought home during the day would not be enough to fill
the one soothsayer.)
"Likewise perishing of thirst," continued the soothsayer.
"And although I hear water splashing here like words of wisdom—that
is to say, plenteously and unweariedly, I—want wine!
Not every one is a born water-drinker like Zarathustra. Neither
doth water suit weary and withered ones: we deserve wine—it
alone giveth immediate vigour and improvised health!"
On this occasion, when the soothsayer was longing for wine, it
happened that the king on the left, the silent one, also found expression
for once. "We took care," said he, "about wine, I,
along with my brother the king on the right: we have enough of wine,—a
whole ass-load of it. So there is nothing lacking but bread."
"Bread," replied Zarathustra, laughing when he spake,
"it is precisely bread that anchorites have not. But man doth
not live by bread alone, but also by the flesh of good lambs, of
which I have two:
—These shall we slaughter quickly, and cook spicily with
sage: it is so that I like them. And there is also no lack of roots
and fruits, good enough even for the fastidious and dainty,—nor
of nuts and other riddles for cracking.
Thus will we have a good repast in a little while. But whoever
wisheth to eat with us must also give a hand to the work, even the
kings. For with Zarathustra even a king may be a cook."
This proposal appealed to the hearts of all of them, save that
the voluntary beggar objected to the flesh and wine and spices.
"Just hear this glutton Zarathustra!" said he jokingly:
"doth one go into caves and high mountains to make such repasts?
Now indeed do I understand what he once taught us: Blessed be moderate
poverty!' And why he wisheth to do away with beggars."
"Be of good cheer," replied Zarathustra, "as I am.
Abide by thy customs, thou excellent one: grind thy corn, drink
thy water, praise thy cooking,—if only it make thee glad!
I am a law only for mine own; I am not a law for all. He, however,
who belongeth unto me must be strong of bone and light of foot,—
Joyous in fight and feast, no sulker, no John o' Dreams, ready
for the hardest task as for the feast, healthy and hale.
The best belongeth unto mine and me; and if it be not given us,
then do we take it:—the best food, the purest sky, the strongest
thoughts, the fairest women!"—
Thus spake Zarathustra; the king on the right however answered
and said: "Strange! Did one ever hear such sensible things
out of the mouth of a wise man?
And verily, it is the strangest thing in a wise man, if over and
above, he be still sensible, and not an ass."
Thus spake the king on the right and wondered; the ass however,
with ill-will, said YE-A to his remark. This however was the beginning
of that long repast which is called "The Supper" in the
history-books. At this there was nothing else spoken of but the
higher man.
73. The Higher Man
ONE
WHEN I came unto men for the first time, then did I commit the
anchorite folly, the great folly: I appeared on the market-place.
And when I spake unto all, I spake unto none. In the evening, however,
rope-dancers were my companions, and corpses; and I myself almost
a corpse.
With the new morning, however, there came unto me a new truth:
then did I learn to say: "Of what account to me are market-place
and populace and populace-noise and long populace-cars!"
Ye higher men, learn this from me: On the market-place no one believeth
in higher men. But if ye will speak there, very well! The populace,
however, blinketh: "We are all equal."
"Ye higher men,"—so blinketh the populace—"there
are no higher men, we are all equal; man is man, before God—we
are all equal!"
Before God!—Now, however, this God hath died. Before the
populace, however, we will not be equal. Ye higher men, away from
the market-place!
TWO
Before God!—Now however this God hath died! Ye higher men,
this God was your greatest danger.
Only since he lay in the grave have ye again arisen. Now only cometh
the great noontide, now only doth the higher man become—master!
Have ye understood this word, O my brethren? Ye are frightened:
do your hearts turn giddy? Doth the abyss here yawn for you? Doth
the hell-hound here yelp at you?
Well! Take heart! ye higher men! Now only travaileth the mountain
of the human future. God hath died: now do we desire—the Superman
to live.
THREE
The most careful ask today: "How is man to be maintained?"
Zarathustra however asketh, as the first and only one: "How
is man to be surpassed?"
The Superman, I have at heart; that is the first and only thing
to me—and not man: not the neighbour, not the poorest, not
the sorriest, not the best.—
O my brethren, what I can love in man is that he is an over-going
and a down-going. And also in you there is much that maketh me love
and hope.
In that ye have despised, ye higher men, that maketh me hope. For
the great despisers are the great reverers.
In that ye have despaired, there is much to honour. For ye have
not learned to submit yourselves, ye have not learned petty policy.
For today have the petty people become master: they all preach
submission and humility and policy and diligence and consideration
and the long et cetera of petty virtues.
Whatever is of the effeminate type, whatever originateth from the
servile type, and especially the populace-mishmash:—that wisheth
now to be master of all human destiny—O disgust! Disgust!
Disgust!
That asketh and asketh and never tireth: "How is man to maintain
himself best, longest, most pleasantly?" Thereby—are
they the masters of today.
These masters of today—surpass them, O my brethren—these
petty people: they are the Superman's greatest danger!
Surpass, ye higher men, the petty virtues, the petty policy, the
sand-grain considerateness, the ant-hill trumpery, the pitiable
comfortableness, the "happiness of the greatest number"—!
And rather despair than submit yourselves. And verily, I love you,
because ye know not today how to live, ye higher men! For thus do
ye live—best!
FOUR
Have ye courage, O my brethren? Are ye stout-hearted? Not the courage
before witnesses, but anchorite and eagle courage, which not even
a God any longer beholdeth?
Cold souls, mules, the blind and the drunken, I do not call stout-hearted.
He hath heart who knoweth fear, but vanquisheth it; who seeth the
abyss, but with pride.
He who seeth the abyss, but with eagle's eyes,—he who with
eagle's talons graspeth the abyss: he hath courage.—
FIVE
"Man is evil"—so said to me for consolation, all
the wisest ones. Ah, if only it be still true today! For the evil
is man's best force.
"Man must become better and eviler"—so do I teach.
The evilest is necessary for the Superman's best.
It may have been well for the preacher of the petty people to suffer
and be burdened by men's sin. I, however, rejoice in great sin as
my great consolation.—
Such things, however, are not said for long ears. Every word, also,
is not suited for every mouth. These are fine far-away things: at
them sheep's claws shall not grasp!
SIX
6. Ye higher men, think ye that I am here to put right what ye
have put wrong?
Or that I wished henceforth to make snugger couches for you sufferers?
Or show you restless, miswandering, misclimbing ones, new and easier
footpaths?
Nay! Nay! Three times Nay! Always more, always better ones of your
type shall succumb,—for ye shall always have it worse and
harder. Thus only—
Thus only groweth man aloft to the height where the lightning striketh
and shattereth him: high enough for the lightning!
Towards the few, the long, the remote go forth my soul and my seeking:
of what account to me are your many little, short miseries!
Ye do not yet suffer enough for me! For ye suffer from yourselves,
ye have not yet suffered from man. Ye would lie if ye spake otherwise!
None of you suffereth from what I have suffered.—
SEVEN
It is not enough for me that the lightning no longer doeth harm.
I do not wish to conduct it away: it shall learn—to work for
me.—
My wisdom hath accumulated long like a cloud, it becometh stiller
and darker. So doeth all wisdom which shall one day bear lightnings.—
Unto these men of today will I not be light, nor be called light.
Them—will I blind: lightning of my wisdom! put out their eyes!
EIGHT
Do not will anything beyond your power: there is a bad falseness
in those who will beyond their power.
Especially when they will great things! For they awaken distrust
in great things, these subtle false-coiners and stage-players:—
Until at last they are false towards themselves, squint-eyed, whited
cankers, glossed over with strong words, parade virtues and brilliant
false deeds.
Take good care there, ye higher men! For nothing is more precious
to me, and rarer, than honesty.
Is this today not that of the populace? The populace however knoweth
not what is great and what is small, what is straight and what is
honest: it is innocently crooked, it ever lieth.
NINE
Have a good distrust today ye, higher men, ye enheartened ones!
Ye open-hearted ones! And keep your reasons secret! For this today
is that of the populace.
What the populace once learned to believe without reasons, who
could—refute it to them by means of reasons?
And on the market-place one convinceth with gestures. But reasons
make the populace distrustful.
And when truth hath once triumphed there, then ask yourselves with
good distrust: "What strong error hath fought for it?"
Be on your guard also against the learned! They hate you, because
they are unproductive! They have cold, withered eyes before which
every bird is unplumed.
Such persons vaunt about not lying: but inability to lie is still
far from being love to truth. Be on your guard!
Freedom from fever is still far from being knowledge! Refrigerated
spirits I do not believe in. He who cannot lie, doth not know what
truth is.
TEN
If ye would go up high, then use your own legs! Do not get yourselves
carried aloft; do not seat yourselves on other people's backs and
heads! Thou hast mounted, however, on horseback? Thou now ridest
briskly up to thy goal? Well, my friend! But thy lame foot is also
with thee on horseback! When thou reachest thy goal, when thou alightest
from thy horse: precisely on thy height, thou higher man,—then
wilt thou stumble!
ELEVEN
Ye creating ones, ye higher men! One is only pregnant with one's
own child.
Do not let yourselves be imposed upon or put upon! Who then is
your neighbour? Even if ye act "for your neighbour"—ye
still do not create for him!
Unlearn, I pray you, this "for," ye creating ones: your
very virtue wisheth you to have naught to do with "for"
and "on account of" and "because." Against these
false little words shall ye stop your ears.
"For one's neighbour," is the virtue only of the petty
people: there it is said "like and like," and "hand
washeth hand":—they have neither the right nor the power
for your self-seeking!
In your self-seeking, ye creating ones, there is the foresight
and foreseeing of the pregnant! What no one's eye hath yet seen,
namely, the fruit—this, sheltereth and saveth and nourisheth
your entire love.
Where your entire love is, namely, with your child, there is also
your entire virtue! Your work, your will is your "neighbour":
let no false values impose upon you!
TWELVE
Ye creating ones, ye higher men! Whoever hath to give birth is
sick; whoever hath given birth, however, is unclean.
Ask women: one giveth birth, not because it giveth pleasure. The
pain maketh hens and poets cackle.
Ye creating ones, in you there is much uncleanliness. That is because
ye have had to be mothers.
A new child: oh, how much new filth hath also come into the world!
Go apart! He who hath given birth shall wash his soul!
THIRTEEN
Be not virtuous beyond your powers! And seek nothing from yourselves
opposed to probability!
Walk in the footsteps in which your fathers' virtue hath already
walked! How would ye rise high, if your fathers' will should not
rise with you?
He, however, who would be a firstling, let him take care lest he
also become a lastling! And where the vices of your fathers are,
there should ye not set up as saints!
He whose fathers were inclined for women, and for strong wine and
flesh of wildboar swine; what would it be if he demanded chastity
of himself?
A folly would it be! Much, verily, doth it seem to me for such
a one, if he should be the husband of one or of two or of three
women.
And if he founded monasteries, and inscribed over their portals:
"The way to holiness,"—I should still say: What
good is it! it is a new folly!
He hath founded for himself a penance-house and refuge-house: much
good may it do! But I do not believe in it.
In solitude there groweth what any one bringeth into it—also
the brute in one's nature. Thus is solitude inadvisable unto many.
Hath there ever been anything filthier on earth than the saints
of the wilderness? Around them was not only the devil loose—but
also the swine.
FOURTEEN
Shy, ashamed, awkward, like the tiger whose spring hath failed—thus,
ye higher men, have I often seen you slink aside. A cast which ye
made had failed.
But what doth it matter, ye dice-players! Ye had not learned to
play and mock, as one must play and mock! Do we not ever sit at
a great table of mocking and playing?
And if great things have been a failure with you, have ye yourselves
therefore—been a failure? And if ye yourselves have been a
failure, hath man therefore—been a failure? If man, however,
hath been a failure: well then! never mind!
FIFTEEN
The higher its type, always the seldomer doth a thing succeed.
Ye higher men here, have ye not all—been failures?
Be of good cheer; what doth it matter? How much is still possible!
Learn to laugh at yourselves, as ye ought to laugh!
What wonder even that ye have failed and only half-succeeded, ye
half-shattered ones! Doth not—man's future strive and struggle
in you?
Man's furthest, profoundest, star-highest issues, his prodigious
powers—do not all these foam through one another in your vessel?
What wonder that many a vessel shattereth! Learn to laugh at yourselves,
as ye ought to laugh! Ye higher men, Oh, how much is still possible!
And verily, how much hath already succeeded! How rich is this earth
in small, good, perfect things, in well-constituted things!
Set around you small, good, perfect things, ye higher men. Their
golden maturity healeth the heart. The perfect teacheth one to hope.
SIXTEEN
What hath hitherto been the greatest sin here on earth? Was it
not the word of him who said: "Woe unto them that laugh now!"
Did he himself find no cause for laughter on the earth? Then he
sought badly. A child even findeth cause for it.
He—did not love sufficiently: otherwise would he also have
loved us, the laughing ones! But he hated and hooted us; wailing
and teeth-gnashing did he promise us.
Must one then curse immediately, when one doth not love? That—seemeth
to me bad taste. Thus did he, however, this absolute one. He sprang
from the populace.
And he himself just did not love sufficiently; otherwise would
he have raged less because people did not love him. All great love
doth not seek love:—it seeketh more.
Go out of the way of all such absolute ones! They are a poor sickly
type, a populace-type: they look at this life with ill-will, they
have an evil eye for this earth.
Go out of the way of all such absolute ones! They have heavy feet
and sultry hearts:—they do not know how to dance. How could
the earth be light to such ones!
SEVENTEEN
Tortuously do all good things come nigh to their goal. Like cats
they curve their backs, they purr inwardly with their approaching
happiness,—all good things laugh.
His step betrayeth whether a person already walketh on his own
path: just see me walk! He, however, who cometh nigh to his goal,
danceth.
And verily, a statue have I not become, not yet do I stand there
stiff, stupid and stony, like a pillar; I love fast racing.
And though there be on earth fens and dense afflictions, he who
hath light feet runneth even across the mud, and danceth, as upon
well-swept ice.
Lift up your hearts, my brethren, high, higher! And do not forget
your legs! Lift up also your legs, ye good dancers, and better still,
if ye stand upon your heads!
EIGHTEEN
This crown of the laughter, this rose-garland crown: I myself have
put on this crown, I myself have consecrated my laughter. No one
else have I found today potent enough for this.
Zarathustra the dancer, Zarathustra the light one, who beckoneth
with his pinions, one ready for flight, beckoning unto all birds,
ready and prepared, a blissfully light-spirited one:—
Zarathustra the soothsayer, Zarathustra the sooth-laugher, no impatient
one, no absolute one, one who loveth leaps and side-leaps; I myself
have put on this crown!
NINETEEN
Lift up your hearts, my brethren, high, higher! And do not forget
your legs! Lift up also your legs, ye good dancers, and better still
if ye stand upon your heads!
There are also heavy animals in a state of happiness, there are
club-footed ones from the beginning. Curiously do they exert themselves,
like an elephant which endeavoureth to stand upon its head.
Better, however, to be foolish with happiness than foolish with
misfortune, better to dance awkwardly than walk lamely. So learn,
I pray you, my wisdom, ye higher men: even the worst thing hath
two good reverse sides,—
Even the worst thing hath good dancing-legs: so learn, I pray you,
ye higher men, to put yourselves on your proper legs!
So unlearn, I pray you, the sorrow-sighing, and all the populace-sadness!
Oh, how sad the buffoons of the populace seem to me today! This
today, however, is that of the populace.
TWENTY
Do like unto the wind when it rusheth forth from its mountain-caves:
unto its own piping will it dance; the seas tremble and leap under
its footsteps.
That which giveth wings to asses, that which milketh the lionesses:—praised
be that good, unruly spirit, which cometh like a hurricane unto
all the present and unto all the populace,—
Which is hostile to thistle-heads and puzzle-heads, and to all
withered leaves and weeds:—praised be this wild, good, free
spirit of the storm, which danceth upon fens and afflictions, as
upon meadows!
Which hateth the consumptive populace-dogs, and all the ill-constituted,
sullen brood:—praised be this spirit of all free spirits,
the laughing storm, which bloweth dust into the eyes of all the
melanopic and melancholic!
Ye higher men, the worst thing in you is that ye have none of you
learned to dance as ye ought to dance—to dance beyond yourselves!
What doth it matter that ye have failed!
How many things are still possible! So learn to laugh beyond yourselves!
Lift up your hearts, ye good dancers, high! higher! And do not forget
the good laughter!
This crown of the laughter, this rose-garland crown: to you, my
brethren, do I cast this crown! Laughing have I consecrated; ye
higher men, learn, I pray you—to laugh!
74. The Song of Melancholy
ONE
WHEN Zarathustra spake these sayings, he stood nigh to the entrance
of his cave; with the last words, however, he slipped away from
his guests, and fled for a little while into the open air.
"O pure odours around me," cried he, "O blessed
stillness around me! But where are mine animals? Hither, hither,
mine eagle and my serpent!
Tell me, mine animals: these higher men, all of them—do they
perhaps not smell well? O pure odours around me! Now only do I know
and feel how I love you, mine animals."
—And Zarathustra said once more: "I love you, mine animals!"
The eagle, however, and the serpent pressed close to him when he
spake these words, and looked up to him. In this attitude were they
all three silent together, and sniffed and sipped the good air with
one another. For the air here outside was better than with the higher
men.
TWO
Hardly, however, had Zarathustra left the cave when the old magician
got up, looked cunningly about him, and said: "He is gone!
And already, ye higher men—let me tickle you with this complimentary
and flattering name, as he himself doeth—already doth mine
evil spirit of deceit and magic attack me, my melancholy devil,
—Which is an adversary to this Zarathustra from the very
heart: forgive it for this! Now doth it wish to conjure before you,
it hath just its hour; in vain do I struggle with this evil spirit.
Unto all of you, whatever honours ye like to assume in your names,
whether ye call yourselves 'the free spirits' or 'the conscientious,'
or 'the penitents of the spirit,' or 'the unfettered,' or 'the great
longers,'—
Unto all of you, who like me suffer from the great loathing, to
whom the old God hath died, and as yet no new God lieth in cradles
and swaddling clothes—unto all of you is mine evil spirit
and magic-devil favourable.
I know you, ye higher men, I know him,—I know also this fiend
whom I love in spite of me, this Zarathustra: he himself often seemeth
to me like the beautiful mask of a saint,
—Like a new strange mummery in which mine evil spirit, the
melancholy devil, delighteth:—I love Zarathustra, so doth
it often seem to me, for the sake of mine evil spirit.—
But already doth it attack me and constrain me, this spirit of
melancholy, this evening-twilight devil: and verily, ye higher men,
it hath a longing—
Open your eyes!—it hath a longing to come naked, whether
male or female, I do not yet know: but it cometh, it constraineth
me, alas! open your wits!
The day dieth out, unto all things cometh now the evening, also
unto the best things; hear now, and see, ye higher men, what devil—man
or woman—this spirit of evening-melancholy is!
" Thus spake the old magician, looked cunningly about him,
and then seized his harp.
THREE
In evening's limpid air,
What time the dew's soothings
Unto the earth downpour,
Invisibly and unheard—
For tender shoe-gear wear
The soothing dews, like all that's kind-gentle:—
Bethinkst thou then, bethinkst thou, burning heart,
How once thou thirstedest
For heaven's kindly teardrops and dew's down-droppings,
All singed and weary thirstedest,
What time on yellow grass-pathways
Wicked, occidental sunny glances
Through sombre trees about thee sported,
Blindingly sunny glow-glances, gladly-hurting?
"Of truth the wooer? Thou?"—so taunted they—
"Nay! Merely poet!
A brute insidious, plundering, grovelling,
That aye must lie,
That wittingly, wilfully, aye must lie:
For booty lusting,
Motley masked,
Self-hidden, shrouded,
Himself his booty—
He—of truth the wooer?
Nay! Mere fool! Mere poet!
Just motley speaking,
From mask of fool confusedly shouting,
Circumambling on fabricated word-bridges,
On motley rainbow-arches,
'Twixt the spurious heavenly,
And spurious earthly,
Round us roving, round us soaring,—
Mere fool! Mere poet!
He—of truth the wooer?
Not still, stiff, smooth and cold,
Become an image,
A godlike statue,
Set up in front of temples,
As a God's own door-guard:
Nay! hostile to all such truthfulness-statues,
In every desert homelier than at temples,
With cattish wantonness,
Through every window leaping
Quickly into chances,
Every wild forest a-sniffing,
Greedily-longingly, sniffing,
That thou, in wild forests,
'Mong the motley-speckled fierce creatures,
Shouldest rove, sinful-sound and fine-coloured,
With longing lips smacking,
Blessedly mocking, blessedly hellish, blessedly blood-thirsty,
Robbing, skulking, lying- roving:—
Or unto eagles like which fixedly,
Long adown the precipice look,
Adown their precipice:—
Oh, how they whirl down now,
Thereunder, therein,
To ever deeper profoundness whirling!—
Then,
Sudden,
With aim aright,
With quivering flight,
On lambkins pouncing,
Headlong down, sore-hungry,
For lambkins longing,
Fierce 'gainst all lamb-spirits,
Furious-fierce all that look
Sheeplike, or lambeyed, or crisp-woolly,—
Grey, with lambsheep kindliness!
Even thus,
Eaglelike, pantherlike,
Are the poet's desires,
Are thine own desires 'neath a thousand guises.
Thou fool! Thou poet!
Thou who all mankind viewedst—
So God, as sheep:—
The God to rend within mankind,
As the sheep in mankind,
And in rending laughing—
That, that is thine own blessedness!
Of a panther and eagle—blessedness!
Of a poet and fool—the blessedness!—
In evening's limpid air,
What time the moon's sickle,
Green, 'twixt the purple-glowings,
and jealous, steal'th forth:
—Of day the foe,
With every step in secret,
The rosy garland-hammocks
Downsickling, till they've sunken
Down nightwards, faded, downsunken:—
Thus had I sunken one day
From mine own truth-insanity,
From mine own fervid day-longings,
Of day aweary, sick of sunshine,—
Sunk downwards, evenwards, shadowwards:
By one sole trueness
All scorched and thirsty:
—Bethinkst thou still, bethinkst thou, burning heart,
How then thou thirstedest?—
That I should banned be
From all the trueness!
Mere fool! Mere poet!
75. Science
THUS sang the magician; and all who were present went like birds
unawares into the net of his artful and melancholy voluptuousness.
Only the spiritually conscientious one had not been caught: he at
once snatched the harp from the magician and called out: "Air!
Let in good air! Let in Zarathustra! Thou makest this cave sultry
and poisonous, thou bad old magician!
Thou seducest, thou false one, thou subtle one, to unknown desires
and deserts. And alas, that such as thou should talk and make ado
about the truth!
Alas, to all free spirits who are not on their guard against such
magicians! It is all over with their freedom: thou teachest and
temptest back into prisons,—
Thou old melancholy devil, out of thy lament soundeth a lurement:
thou resemblest those who with their praise of chastity secretly
invite to voluptuousness!
Thus spake the conscientious one; the old magician, however, looked
about him, enjoying his triumph, and on that account put up with
the annoyance which the conscientious one caused him. "Be still!"
said he with modest voice, "good songs want to re-echo well;
after good songs one should be long silent.
Thus do all those present, the higher men. Thou, however, hast
perhaps understood but little of my song? In thee there is little
of the magic spirit.
"Thou praisest me," replied the conscientious one, "in
that thou separatest me from thyself; very well! But, ye others,
what do I see? Ye still sit there, all of you, with lusting eyes:—
Ye free spirits, whither hath your freedom gone! Ye almost seem
to me to resemble those who have long looked at bad girls dancing
naked: your souls themselves dance!
In you, ye higher men, there must be more of that which the magician
calleth his evil spirit of magic and deceit:—we must indeed
be different.
And verily, we spake and thought long enough together ere. Zarathustra
came home to his cave, for me not to be unaware that we are different.
We seek different things even here aloft, ye and I. For I seek
more security; on that account have I come to Zarathustra. For he
is still the most steadfast tower and will.
—Today, when everything tottereth, when all the earth quaketh.
Ye, however, when I see what eyes ye make, it almost seemeth to
me that ye seek more insecurity,
—More horror, more danger, more earthquake. Ye long (it almost
seemeth so to me—forgive my presumption, ye higher men)
—Ye long for the worst and dangerousest life, which frighteneth
me most,—for the life of wild beasts, for forests, caves,
steep mountains and labyrinthine gorges.
And it is not those who lead out of danger that please you best,
but those who lead you away from all paths, the misleaders. But
if such longing in you be actual, it seemeth to me nevertheless
to be impossible.
For fear—that is man's original and fundamental feeling;
through fear everything is explained, original sin and original
virtue. Through fear there grew also my virtue, that is to say:
Science.
For fear of wild animals—that hath been longest fostered
in man, inclusive of the animal which he concealeth and feareth
in himself:—Zarathustra calleth it 'the beast inside.'
Such prolonged ancient fear, at last become subtle, spiritual and
intellectual—at present, me thinketh, it is called Science."—
Thus spake the conscientious one; but Zarathustra, who had just
come back into his cave and had heard and divined the last discourse,
threw a handful of roses to the conscientious one, and laughed on
account of his "truths." "Why!" he exclaimed,
"what did I hear just now? Verily, it seemeth to me, thou art
a fool, or else I myself am one: and quietly and quickly will I
Put thy 'truth' upside down.
For fear—is an exception with us. Courage, however, and adventure,
and delight in the uncertain, in the unattempted—courage seemeth
to me the entire primitive history of man.
The wildest and most courageous animals hath he envied and robbed
of all their virtues: thus only did he become—man.
This courage, at last become subtle, spiritual and intellectual,
this human courage, with eagle's pinions and serpent's wisdom: this,
it seemeth to me, is called at present—"
"Zarathustra!" cried all of them there assembled, as
if with one voice, and burst out at the same time into a great laughter;
there arose, however, from them as it were a heavy cloud. Even the
magician laughed, and said wisely: "Well! It is gone, mine
evil spirit!
And did I not myself warn you against it when I said that it was
a deceiver, a lying and deceiving spirit?
Especially when it showeth itself naked. But what can I do with
regard to its tricks! Have I created it and the world?
Well! Let us be good again, and of good cheer! And although Zarathustra
looketh with evil eye—just see him! he disliketh me:—
Ere night cometh will he again learn to love and laud me; he cannot
live long without committing such follies.
He—loveth his enemies: this art knoweth he better than any
one I have seen. But he taketh revenge for it—on his friends!"
Thus spake the old magician, and the higher men applauded him;
so that Zarathustra went round, and mischievously and lovingly shook
hands with his friends,—like one who hath to make amends and
apologise to every one for something. When however he had thereby
come to the door of his cave, lo, then had he again a longing for
the good air outside, and for his animals,—and wished to steal
out.
76. Among Daughters of the Desert
ONE
"GO NOT away!" said then the wanderer who called himself
Zarathustra's shadow, "abide with us—otherwise the old
gloomy affliction might again fall upon us.
Now hath that old magician given us of his worst for our good,
and lo! the good, pious pope there hath tears in his eyes, and hath
quite embarked again upon the sea of melancholy.
Those kings may well put on a good air before us still: for that
have they learned best of us all at present! Had they however no
one to see them, I wager that with them also the bad game would
again commence,—
The bad game of drifting clouds, of damp melancholy, of curtained
heavens, of stolen suns, of howling autumn-winds,
—The bad game of our howling and crying for help! Abide with
us, O Zarathustra! Here there is much concealed misery that wisheth
to speak, much evening, much cloud, much damp air!
Thou hast nourished us with strong food for men, and powerful proverbs:
do not let the weakly, womanly spirits attack us anew at dessert!
Thou alone makest the air around thee strong and clear. Did I ever
find anywhere on earth such good air as with thee in thy cave?
Many lands have I seen, my nose hath learned to test and estimate
many kinds of air: but with thee do my nostrils taste their greatest
delight!
Unless it be,—unless it be,—do forgive an old recollection!
Forgive me an old after-dinner song, which I once composed amongst
daughters of the desert:—
For with them was there equally good, clear, Oriental air; there
was I furthest from cloudy, damp, melancholy Old-Europe!
Then did I love such Oriental maidens and other blue kingdoms of
heaven, over which hang no clouds and no thoughts.
Ye would not believe how charmingly they sat there, when they did
not dance, profound, but without thoughts, like little secrets,
like beribboned riddles, like dessert-nuts—
Many-hued and foreign, forsooth! but without clouds: riddles which
can be guessed: to please such maidens I then composed an after-dinner
psalm."
Thus spake the wanderer who called himself Zarathustra's shadow;
and before any one answered him, he had seized the harp of the old
magician, crossed his legs, and looked calmly and sagely around
him:—with his nostrils, however, he inhaled the air slowly
and questioningly, like one who in new countries tasteth new foreign
air. Afterward he began to sing with a kind of roaring.
TWO
The deserts grow: woe him who doth them hide!
—Ha!
Solemnly!
In effect solemnly!
A worthy beginning!
Afric manner, solemnly!
Of a lion worthy,
Or perhaps of a virtuous howl-monkey—
But it's naught to you,
Ye friendly damsels dearly loved,
At whose own feet to me,
The first occasion,
To a European under palm-trees,
At seat is now granted. Selah.
Wonderful, truly!
Here do I sit now,
The desert nigh, and yet I am
So far still from the desert,
Even in naught yet deserted:
That is, I'm swallowed down
By this the smallest oasis:—
It opened up just yawning,
Its loveliest mouth agape,
Most sweet-odoured of all mouthlets:
Then fell I right in,
Right down, right through—in 'mong you,
Ye friendly damsels dearly loved! Selah.
Hail! hail! to that whale, fishlike,
If it thus for its guest's convenience
Made things nice!—(ye well know,
Surely, my learned allusion?)
Hail to its belly,
If it had e'er
A such loveliest oasis-belly
As this is: though however I doubt about it,
—With this come I out of Old-Europe,
That doubt'th more eagerly than doth any
Elderly married woman.
May the Lord improve it!
Amen!
Here do I sit now,
In this the smallest oasis,
Like a date indeed,
Brown, quite sweet, gold-suppurating,
For rounded mouth of maiden longing,
But yet still more for youthful, maidlike,
Ice-cold and snow-white and incisory
Front teeth: and for such assuredly,
Pine the hearts all of ardent date-fruits. Selah.
To the there-named south-fruits now,
Similar, all-too-similar,
Do I lie here; by little
Flying insects
Round-sniffled and round-played,
And also by yet littler,
Foolisher, and peccabler
Wishes and phantasies,—
Environed by you,
Ye silent, presentientest
Maiden-kittens,
Dudu and Suleika,
—Round sphinxed, that into one word
I may crowd much feeling:
(Forgive me, O God,
All such speech-sinning!)
—Sit I here the best of air sniffling,
Paradisal air, truly,
Bright and buoyant air, golden-mottled,
As goodly air as ever
From lunar orb downfell—
Be it by hazard,
Or supervened it by arrogancy?
As the ancient poets relate it.
But doubter, I'm now calling it
In question: with this do I come indeed
Out of Europe,
That doubt'th more eagerly than doth any
Elderly married woman.
May the Lord improve it!
Amen.
This the finest air drinking,
With nostrils out-swelled like goblets,
Lacking future, lacking remembrances,
Thus do I sit here, ye
Friendly damsels dearly loved,
And look at the palm-tree there,
How it, to a dance-girl, like,
Doth bow and bend and on its haunches bob,
—One doth it too, when one view'th it long!—
To a dance-girl like, who as it seem'th to me,
Too long, and dangerously persistent,
Always, always, just on single leg hath stood?
—Then forgot she thereby, as it seem'th to me,
The other leg?
For vainly I, at least,
Did search for the amissing
Fellow-jewel
—Namely, the other leg—
n the sanctified precincts,
Nigh her very dearest, very tenderest,
Flapping and fluttering and flickering skirting.
Yea, if ye should, ye beauteous friendly ones,
Quite take my word:
She hath, alas! lost it!
Hu! Hu! Hu! Hu! Hu!
It is away!
For ever away!
The other leg!
Oh, pity for that loveliest other leg!
Where may it now tarry, all-forsaken weeping?
The lonesomest leg?
In fear perhaps before a
Furious, yellow, blond and curled
Leonine monster? Or perhaps even
Gnawed away, nibbled badly—
Most wretched, woeful! woeful! nibbled badly! Selah.
Oh, weep ye not,
Gentle spirits!
Weep ye not, ye Date-fruit spirits!
Milk-bosoms!
Ye sweetwood-heart
Purselets!
Weep ye no more,
Pallid Dudu!
Be a man, Suleika! Bold! Bold!
—Or else should there perhaps
Something strengthening, heart-strengthening,
Here most proper be?
Some inspiring text?
Some solemn exhortation?—
Ha! Up now! honour!
Moral honour! European honour!
Blow again, continue,
Bellows-box of virtue!
Ha!
Once more thy roaring,
Thy moral roaring!
As a virtuous lion
Nigh the daughters of deserts roaring!
—For virtue's out-howl,
Ye very dearest maidens,
Is more than every
European fervour, European hot-hunger!
And now do I stand here,
As European,
I can't be different, God's help to me!
Amen!
The deserts grow: woe him who doth them hide!
77. The Awakening
ONE
AFTER the song of the wanderer and shadow, the cave became all
at once full of noise and laughter: and since the assembled guests
all spake simultaneously, and even the ass, encouraged thereby,
no longer remained silent, a little aversion and scorn for his visitors
came over Zarathustra, although he rejoiced at their gladness. For
it seemed to him a sign of convalescence. So he slipped out into
the open air and spake to his animals.
"Whither hath their distress now gone?" said he, and
already did he himself feel relieved of his petty disgust—"with
me, it seemeth that they have unlearned their cries of distress!
—Though, alas! not yet their crying." And Zarathustra
stopped his ears, for just then did the YE-A of the ass mix strangely
with the noisy jubilation of those higher men.
"They are merry," he began again, "and who knoweth?
perhaps at their host's expense; and if they have learned of me
to laugh, still it is not my laughter they have learned.
But what matter about that! They are old people: they recover in
their own way, they laugh in their own way; mine ears have already
endured worse and have not become peevish.
This day is a victory: he already yieldeth, he fleeth, the spirit
of gravity, mine old arch-enemy! How well this day is about to end,
which began so badly and gloomily!
And it is about to end. Already cometh the evening: over the sea
rideth it hither, the good rider! How it bobbeth, the blessed one,
the home-returning one, in its purple saddles!
The sky gazeth brightly thereon, the world lieth deep. Oh, all
ye strange ones who have come to me, it is already worth while to
have lived with me!"
Thus spake Zarathustra. And again came the cries and laughter of
the higher men out of the cave: then began he anew:
"They bite at it, my bait taketh, there departeth also from
them their enemy, the spirit of gravity. Now do they learn to laugh
at themselves: do I hear rightly?
My virile food taketh effect, my strong and savoury sayings: and
verily, I did not nourish them with flatulent vegetables! But with
warrior-food, with conqueror-food: new desires did I awaken.
New hopes are in their arms and legs, their hearts expand. They
find new words, soon will their spirits breathe wantonness.
Such food may sure enough not be proper for children, nor even
for longing girls old and young. One persuadeth their bowels otherwise;
I am not their physician and teacher.
The disgust departeth from these higher men; well! that is my victory.
In my domain they become assured; all stupid shame fleeth away;
they empty themselves.
They empty their hearts, good times return unto them, they keep
holiday and ruminate,—they become thankful.
That do I take as the best sign: they become thankful. Not long
will it be ere they devise festivals, and put up memorials to their
old joys.
They are convalescents!" Thus spake Zarathustra joyfully to
his heart and gazed outward; his animals, however, pressed up to
him, and honoured his happiness and his silence.
TWO
All on a sudden however, Zarathustra's ear was frightened: for
the cave which had hitherto been full of noise and laughter, became
all at once still as death;—his nose, however, smelt a sweet-scented
vapour and incense-odour, as if from burning pine-cones.
"What happeneth? What are they about?" he asked himself,
and stole up to the entrance, that he might be able unobserved to
see his guests. But wonder upon wonder! what was he then obliged
to behold with his own eyes!
"They have all of them become pious again, they pray, they
are mad!"—said he, and was astonished beyond measure.
And forsooth! all these higher men, the two kings, the pope out
of service, the evil magician, the voluntary beggar, the wanderer
and shadow, the old soothsayer, the spiritually conscientious one,
and the ugliest man—they all lay on their knees like children
and credulous old women, and worshipped the ass. And just then began
the ugliest man to gurgle and snort, as if something unutterable
in him tried to find expression; when, however, he had actually
found words, behold! it was a pious, strange litany in praise of
the adored and censed ass. And the litany sounded thus:
Amen! And glory and honour and wisdom and thanks and praise and
strength be to our God, from everlasting to everlasting!
—The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.
He carried our burdens, he hath taken upon him the form of a servant,
he is patient of heart and never saith Nay; and he who loveth his
God chastiseth him.
—The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.
He speaketh not: except that he ever saith Yea to the world which
he created: thus doth he extol his world. It is his artfulness that
speaketh not: thus is he rarely found wrong.
—The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.
Uncomely goeth he through the world. Grey is the favourite colour
in which he wrappeth his virtue. Hath he spirit, then doth he conceal
it; every one, however, believeth in his long ears.
—The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.
What hidden wisdom it is to wear long ears, and only to say Yea
and never Nay! Hath he not created the world in his own image, namely,
as stupid as possible?
—The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.
Thou goest straight and crooked ways; it concerneth thee little
what seemeth straight or crooked unto us men. Beyond good and evil
is thy domain. It is thine innocence not to know what innocence
is.
—The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.
Lo! how thou spurnest none from thee, neither beggars nor kings.
Thou sufferest little children to come unto thee, and when the bad
boys decoy thee, then sayest thou simply, YE-A.
—The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.
Thou lovest she-asses and fresh figs, thou art no food-despiser.
A thistle tickleth thy heart when thou chancest to be hungry. There
is the wisdom of a God therein.
—The ass, however, here brayed YE-A.
78. The Ass-Festival
ONE
AT THIS place in the litany, however, Zarathustra could no longer
control himself; he himself cried out YE-A, louder even than the
ass, and sprang into the midst of his maddened guests. "Whatever
are you about, ye grown-up children?" he exclaimed, pulling
up the praying ones from the ground. "Alas, if any one else,
except Zarathustra, had seen you:
Every one would think you the worst blasphemers, or the very foolishest
old women, with your new belief!
And thou thyself, thou old pope, how is it in accordance with thee,
to adore an ass in such a manner as God?"—
"O Zarathustra," answered the pope, "forgive me,
but in divine matters I am more enlightened even than thou. And
it is right that it should be so.
Better to adore God so, in this form, than in no form at all! Think
over this saying, mine exalted friend: thou wilt readily divine
that in such a saying there is wisdom.
He who said 'God is a Spirit'—made the greatest stride and
slide hitherto made on earth towards unbelief: such a dictum is
not easily amended again on earth!
Mine old heart leapeth and boundeth because there is still something
to adore on earth. Forgive it, O Zarathustra, to an old, pious pontiff-heart!—"
—"And thou," said Zarathustra to the wanderer and
shadow, "thou callest and thinkest thyself a free spirit? And
thou here practisest such idolatry and hierolatry?
Worse verily, doest thou here than with thy bad brown girls, thou
bad, new believer!"
"It is sad enough," answered the wanderer and shadow,
"thou art right: but how can I help it! The old God liveth
again, O Zarathustra, thou mayst say what thou wilt.
The ugliest man is to blame for it all: he hath reawakened him.
And if he say that he once killed him, with Gods death is always
just a prejudice."
—"And thou," said Zarathustra, "thou bad old
magician, what didst thou do! Who ought to believe any longer in
thee in this free age, when thou believest in such divine donkeyism?
It was a stupid thing that thou didst; how couldst thou, a shrewd
man, do such a stupid thing!"
"O Zarathustra," answered the shrewd magician, "thou
art right, it was a stupid thing,—it was also repugnant to
me."
—"And thou even," said Zarathustra to the spiritually
conscientious one, "consider, and put thy finger to thy nose!
Doth nothing go against thy conscience here? Is thy spirit not too
cleanly for this praying and the fumes of those devotees?"
"There is something therein," said the spiritually conscientious
one, and put his finger to his nose, "there is something in
this spectacle which even doeth good to my conscience.
Perhaps I dare not believe in God: certain it is however, that
God seemeth to me most worthy of belief in this form.
God is said to be eternal, according to the testimony of the most
pious: he who hath so much time taketh his time. As slow and as
stupid as possible: thereby can such a one nevertheless go very
far.
And he who hath too much spirit might well become infatuated with
stupidity and folly. Think of thyself, O Zarathustra!
Thou thyself—verily! even thou couldst well become an ass
through superabundance of wisdom.
Doth not the true sage willingly walk on the crookedest paths?
The evidence teacheth it, O Zarathustra,—thine own evidence!"
—"And thou thyself, finally," said Zarathustra,
and turned towards the ugliest man, who still lay on the ground
stretching up his arm to the ass (for he gave it wine to drink).
"Say, thou nondescript, what hast thou been about!
Thou seemest to me transformed, thine eyes glow, the mantle of
the sublime covereth thine ugliness: what didst thou do?
Is it then true what they say, that thou hast again awakened him?
And why? Was he not for good reasons killed and made away with?
Thou thyself seemest to me awakened: what didst thou do? why didst
thou turn round? Why didst thou get converted? Speak, thou nondescript!"
"O Zarathustra," answered the ugliest man, "thou
art a rogue!
Whether he yet liveth, or again liveth, or is thoroughly dead—which
of us both knoweth that best? I ask thee.
One thing however do I know,—from thyself did I learn it
once, O Zarathustra: he who wanteth to kill most thoroughly, laugheth.
'Not by wrath but by laughter doth one kill'—thus spakest
thou once, O Zarathustra, thou hidden one, thou destroyer without
wrath, thou dangerous saint,—thou art a rogue!"
TWO
Then, however, did it come to pass that Zarathustra, astonished
at such merely roguish answers, jumped back to the door of his cave,
and turning towards all his guests, cried out with a strong voice:
"O ye wags, all of you, ye buffoons! Why do ye dissemble and
disguise yourselves before me!
How the hearts of all of you convulsed with delight and wickedness,
because ye had at last become again like little children—namely,
pious,—
Because ye at last did again as children do—namely, prayed,
folded your hands and said 'good God'!
But now leave, I pray you, this nursery, mine own cave, where today
all childishness is carried on. Cool down, here outside, your hot
child-wantonness and heart-tumult!
To be sure: except ye become as little children ye shall not enter
into that kingdom of heaven." (And Zarathustra pointed aloft
with his hands.)
"But we do not at all want to enter into the kingdom of heaven:
we have become men,—so we want the kingdom of earth."
THREE
And once more began Zarathustra to speak. "O my new friends,"
said he,—"ye strange ones, ye higher men, how well do
ye now please me,—
Since ye have again become joyful! Ye have, verily, all blossomed
forth: it seemeth to me that for such flowers as you, new festivals
are required.
—A little valiant nonsense, some divine service and ass-festival,
some old joyful Zarathustra fool, some blusterer to blow your souls
bright.
Forget not this night and this ass-festival, ye higher men! That
did ye devise when with me, that do I take as a good omen,—such
things only the convalescents devise!
And should ye celebrate it again, this ass-festival, do it from
love to yourselves, do it also from love to me! And in remembrance
of me!"
Thus spake Zarathustra.
79. The Drunken Song
ONE
MEANWHILE one after another had gone out into the open air, and
into the cool, thoughtful night; Zarathustra himself, however, led
the ugliest man by the hand, that he might show him his night-world,
and the great round moon, and the silvery water-falls near his cave.
There they at last stood still beside one another; all of them old
people, but with comforted, brave hearts, and astonished in themselves
that it was so well with them on earth; the mystery of the night,
however, came nigher and nigher to their hearts. And anew Zarathustra
thought to himself: "Oh, how well do they now please me, these
higher men!"—but he did not say it aloud, for he respected
their happiness and their silence.—
Then, however, there happened that which in this astonishing long
day was most astonishing: the ugliest man began once more and for
the last time to gurgle and snort, and when he had at length found
expression, behold! there sprang a question plump and plain out
of his mouth, a good, deep, clear question, which moved the hearts
of all who listened to him.
"My friends, all of you," said the ugliest man, "what
think ye? For the sake of this day—I am for the first time
content to have lived mine entire life.
And that I testify so much is still not enough for me. It is worth
while living on the earth: one day, one festival with Zarathustra,
hath taught me to love the earth.
'Was that—life?' will I say unto death. 'Well! Once more!'
My friends, what think ye? Will ye not, like me, say unto death:
'Was that—life? For the sake of Zarathustra, well! Once more!'"—
Thus spake the ugliest man; it was not, however, far from midnight.
And what took place then, think ye? As soon as the higher men heard
his question, they became all at once conscious of their transformation
and convalescence, and of him who was the cause thereof: then did
they rush up to Zarathustra, thanking, honouring, caressing him,
and kissing his hands, each in his own peculiar way; so that some
laughed and some wept. The old soothsayer, however, danced with
delight; and though he was then, as some narrators suppose, full
of sweet wine, he was certainly still fuller of sweet life, and
had renounced all weariness. There are even those who narrate that
the ass then danced: for not in vain had the ugliest man previously
given it wine to drink. That may be the case, or it may be otherwise;
and if in truth the ass did not dance that evening, there nevertheless
happened then greater and rarer wonders than the dancing of an ass
would have been. In short, as the proverb of Zarathustra saith:
"What doth it matter!"
TWO
When, however, this took place with the ugliest man, Zarathustra
stood there like one drunken: his glance dulled, his tongue faltered
and his feet staggered. And who could divine what thoughts then
passed through Zarathustra's soul? Apparently, however, his spirit
retreated and fled in advance and was in remote distances, and as
it were "wandering on high mountain-ridges," as it standeth
written, "'twixt two seas,
—Wandering 'twixt the past and the future as a heavy cloud."
Gradually, however, while the higher men held him in their arms,
he came back to himself a little, and resisted with his hands the
crowd of the honouring and caring ones; but he did not speak. All
at once, however, he turned his head quickly, for he seemed to hear
something: then laid he his finger on his mouth and said: "Come!"
And immediately it became still and mysterious round about; from
the depth however there came up slowly the sound of a clock-bell.
Zarathustra listened thereto, like the higher men; then, however,
laid he his finger on his mouth the second time, and said again:
"Come! Come! It is getting on to midnight!"—and
his voice had changed. But still he had not moved from the spot.
Then it became yet stiller and more mysterious, and everything hearkened,
even the ass, and Zarathustra's noble animals, the eagle and the
serpent,—likewise the cave of Zarathustra and the big cool
moon, and the night itself. Zarathustra, however, laid his hand
upon his mouth for the third time, and said:
Come! Come! Come! Let us now wander! It is the hour: let us wander
into the night!
THREE
Ye higher men, it is getting on to midnight: then will I say something
into your ears, as that old clock-bell saith it into mine ear,—
As mysteriously, as frightfully, and as cordially as that midnight
clock-bell speaketh it to me, which hath experienced more than one
man:
—Which hath already counted the smarting throbbings of your
fathers' hearts—ah! ah! how it sigheth! how it laugheth in
its dream! the old, deep, deep midnight!
Hush! Hush! Then is there many a thing heard which may not be heard
by day; now however, in the cool air, when even all the tumult of
your hearts hath become still,—
Now doth it speak, now is it heard, now doth it steal into overwakeful,
nocturnal souls: ah! ah! how the midnight sigheth! how it laugheth
in its dream!
—Hearest thou not how it mysteriously, frightfully, and cordially
speaketh unto thee, the old deep, deep midnight?
O man, take heed!
FOUR
Woe to me! Whither hath time gone? Have I not sunk into deep wells?
The world sleepeth—
Ah! Ah! The dog howleth, the moon shineth. Rather will I die, rather
will I die, than say unto you what my midnight-heart now thinketh.
Already have I died. It is all over. Spider, why spinnest thou
around me? Wilt thou have blood? Ah! Ah! The dew falleth, the hour
cometh—
The hour in which I frost and freeze, which asketh and asketh and
asketh: "Who hath sufficient courage for it?
—Who is to be master of the world? Who is going to say: Thus
shall ye flow, ye great and small streams!"
—The hour approacheth: O man, thou higher man, take heed!
this talk is for fine ears, for thine ears—what saith deep
midnight's voice indeed?
FIVE
It carrieth me away, my soul danceth. Day's-work! Day's-work! Who
is to be master of the world?
The moon is cool, the wind is still. Ah! Ah! Have ye already flown
high enough? Ye have danced: a leg, nevertheless, is not a wing.
Ye good dancers, now is all delight over: wine hath become lees,
every cup hath become brittle, the sepulchres mutter. Ye have not
flown high enough: now do the sepulchres mutter: "Free the
dead! Why is it so long night? Doth not the moon make us drunken?"
Ye higher men, free the sepulchres, awaken the corpses! Ah, why
doth the worm still burrow? There approacheth, there approacheth,
the hour,—
There boometh the clock-bell, there thrilleth still the heart,
there burroweth still the wood-worm, the heart-worm. Ah! Ah! The
world is deep!
SIX
Sweet lyre! Sweet lyre! I love thy tone, thy drunken, ranunculine
tone!—how long, how far hath come unto me thy tone, from the
distance, from the ponds of love!
Thou old clock-bell, thou sweet lyre! Every pain hath torn thy
heart, father-pain, fathers'-pain, forefathers'-pain; thy speech
hath become ripe,—
Ripe like the golden autumn and the afternoon, like mine anchorite
heart—now sayest thou: The world itself hath become ripe,
the grape turneth brown,
—Now doth it wish to die, to die of happiness. Ye higher
men, do ye not feel it? There welleth up mysteriously an odour,
—A perfume and odour of eternity, a rosy-blessed, brown,
gold-wine-odour of old happiness.
—Of drunken midnight-death happiness, which singeth: the
world is deep, and deeper than the day could read!
SEVEN
Leave me alone! Leave me alone! I am too pure for thee. Touch me
not! Hath not my world just now become perfect?
My skin is too pure for thy hands. Leave me alone, thou dull, doltish,
stupid day! Is not the midnight brighter?
The purest are to be masters of the world, the least known, the
strongest, the midnight-souls, who are brighter and deeper than
any day.
O day, thou gropest for me? Thou feelest for my happiness? For
thee am I rich, lonesome, a treasure-pit, a gold chamber?
O world, thou wantest me? Am I worldly for thee? Am I spiritual
for thee? Am I divine for thee? But day and world, ye are too coarse,—
Have cleverer hands, grasp after deeper happiness, after deeper
unhappiness, grasp after some God; grasp not after me:
—Mine unhappiness, my happiness is deep, thou strange day,
but yet am I no God, no God's-hell: deep is its woe.
EIGHT
God's woe is deeper, thou strange world! Grasp at God's woe, not
at me! What am I! A drunken sweet lyre,—
A midnight-lyre, a bell-frog, which no one understandeth, but which
must speak before deaf ones, ye higher men! For ye do not understand
me!
Gone! Gone! O youth! O noontide! O afternoon! Now have come evening
and night and midnight,—the dog howleth, the wind:
—Is the wind not a dog? It whineth, it barketh, it howleth.
Ah! Ah! how she sigheth! how she laugheth, how she wheezeth and
panteth, the midnight!
How she just now speaketh soberly, this drunken poetess! hath she
perhaps overdrunk her drunkenness? hath she become overawake? doth
she ruminate?
—Her woe doth she ruminate over, in a dream, the old, deep
midnight—and still more her joy. For joy, although woe be
deep, joy is deeper still than grief can be.
NINE
Thou grape-vine! Why dost thou praise me? Have I not cut thee!
I am cruel, thou bleedest:—what meaneth thy praise of my drunken
cruelty?
"Whatever hath become perfect, everything mature—wanteth
to die!" so sayest thou. Blessed, blessed be the vintner's
knife! But everything immature wanteth to live: alas!
Woe saith: "Hence! Go! Away, thou woe!" But everything
that suffereth wanteth to live, that it may become mature and lively
and longing,
—Longing for the further, the higher, the brighter. "I
want heirs," so saith everything that suffereth, "I want
children, I do not want myself,"—
Joy, however, doth not want heirs, it doth not want children,—joy
wanteth itself, it wanteth eternity, it wanteth recurrence, it wanteth
everything eternally-like-itself.
Woe saith: "Break, bleed, thou heart! Wander, thou leg! Thou
wing, fly! Onward! upward! thou pain!" Well! Cheer up! O mine
old heart: Woe saith: "Hence! Go!"
TEN
Ye higher men, what think ye? Am I a soothsayer? Or a dreamer?
Or a drunkard? Or a dream-reader? Or a midnight-bell?
Or a drop of dew? Or a fume and fragrance of eternity? Hear ye
it not? Smell ye it not? Just now hath my world become perfect,
midnight is also midday,—
Pain is also a joy, curse is also a blessing, night is also a sun,—go
away! or ye will learn that a sage is also a fool.
Said ye ever Yea to one joy? O my friends, then said ye Yea also
unto all woe. All things are enlinked, enlaced and enamoured,—
Wanted ye ever once to come twice; said ye ever: "Thou pleasest
me, happiness! Instant! Moment!" then wanted ye all to come
back again!
—All anew, all eternal, all enlinked, enlaced and enamoured,
Oh, then did ye love the world,—
Ye eternal ones, ye love it eternally and for all time: and also
unto woe do ye say: Hence! Go! but come back! For joys all want—eternity!
ELEVEN
All joy wanteth the eternity of all things, it wanteth honey, it
wanteth lees, it wanteth drunken midnight, it wanteth graves, it
wanteth grave-tears' consolation, it wanteth gilded evening-red—
What doth not joy want! it is thirstier, heartier, hungrier, more
frightful, more mysterious, than all woe: it wanteth itself, it
biteth into itself, the ring's will writheth in it,—
It wanteth love, it wanteth hate, it is over-rich, it bestoweth,
it throweth away, it beggeth for some one to take from it, it thanketh
the taker, it would fain be hated,—
So rich is joy that it thirsteth for woe, for hell, for hate, for
shame, for the lame, for the world,—for this world, Oh, ye
know it indeed!
Ye higher men, for you doth it long, this joy, this irrepressible,
blessed joy—for your woe, ye failures! For failures, longeth
all eternal joy.
For joys all want themselves, therefore do they also want grief!
O happiness, O pain! Oh break, thou heart! Ye higher men, do learn
it, that joys want eternity.
—Joys want the eternity of all things, they want deep, profound
eternity!
TWELVE
Have ye now learned my song? Have ye divined what it would say?
Well! Cheer up! Ye higher men, sing now my roundelay!
Sing now yourselves the song, the name of which is "Once more,"
the signification of which is "Unto all eternity!"—sing,
ye higher men, Zarathustra's roundelay!
O man! Take heed!
What saith deep midnight's voice indeed?
"I slept my sleep,—
"From deepest dream I've woke, and plead:—
"The world is deep,
"And deeper than the day could read.
"Deep is its woe,—
"Joy—deeper still than grief can be:
"Woe saith: Hence! Go!
"But joys all want eternity,—
"—Want deep, profound eternity!"
80. The Sign
IN THE morning, however, after this night, Zarathustra jumped up
from his couch, and, having girded his loins, he came out of his
cave glowing and strong, like a morning sun coming out of gloomy
mountains.
"Thou great star," spake he, as he had spoken once before,
"thou deep eye of happiness, what would be all thy happiness
if thou hadst not those for whom thou shinest!
And if they remained in their chambers whilst thou art already
awake, and comest and bestowest and distributest, how would thy
proud modesty upbraid for it!
Well! they still sleep, these higher men, whilst I am awake: they
are not my proper companions! Not for them do I wait here in my
mountains.
At my work I want to be, at my day: but they understand not what
are the signs of my morning, my step—is not for them the awakening-call.
They still sleep in my cave; their dream still drinketh at my drunken
songs. The audient ear for me—the obedient ear, is yet lacking
in their limbs."
—This had Zarathustra spoken to his heart when the sun arose:
then looked he inquiringly aloft, for he heard above him the sharp
call of his eagle. "Well!" called he upwards, "thus
is it pleasing and proper to me. Mine animals are awake, for I am
awake.
Mine eagle is awake, and like me honoureth the sun. With eagle-talons
doth it grasp at the new light. Ye are my proper animals; I love
you.
But still do I lack my proper men!"—
Thus spake Zarathustra; then, however, it happened that all on
a sudden he became aware that he was flocked around and fluttered
around, as if by innumerable birds,—the whizzing of so many
wings, however, and the crowding around his head was so great that
he shut his eyes. And verily, there came down upon him as it were
a cloud, like a cloud of arrows which poureth upon a new enemy.
But behold, here it was a cloud of love, and showered upon a new
friend.
"What happeneth unto me?" thought Zarathustra in his
astonished heart, and slowly seated himself on the big stone which
lay close to the exit from his cave. But while he grasped about
with his hands, around him, above him and below him, and repelled
the tender birds, behold, there then happened to him something still
stranger: for he grasped thereby unawares into a mass of thick,
warm, shaggy hair; at the same time, however, there sounded before
him a roar,—a long, soft lion-roar.
"The sign cometh," said Zarathustra, and a change came
over his heart. And in truth, when it turned clear before him, there
lay a yellow, powerful animal at his feet, resting its head on his
knee,—unwilling to leave him out of love, and doing like a
dog which again findeth its old master. The doves, however, were
no less eager with their love than the lion; and whenever a dove
whisked over its nose, the lion shook its head and wondered and
laughed.
When all this went on Zarathustra spake only a word: "My children
are nigh, my children",—then he became quite mute. His
heart, however, was loosed, and from his eyes there dropped down
tears and fell upon his hands. And he took no further notice of
anything, but sat there motionless, without repelling the animals
further. Then flew the doves to and fro, and perched on his shoulder,
and caressed his white hair, and did not tire of their tenderness
and joyousness. The strong lion, however, licked always the tears
that fell on Zarathustra's hands, and roared and growled shyly.
Thus did these animals do.—
All this went on for a long time, or a short time: for properly
speaking, there is no time on earth for such things—. Meanwhile,
however, the higher men had awakened in Zarathustra's cave, and
marshalled themselves for a procession to go to meet Zarathustra,
and give him their morning greeting: for they had found when they
awakened that he no longer tarried with them. When, however, they
reached the door of the cave and the noise of their steps had preceded
them, the lion started violently; it turned away all at once from
Zarathustra, and roaring wildly, sprang towards the cave. The higher
men, however, when they heard the lion roaring, cried all aloud
as with one voice, fled back and vanished in an instant.
Zarathustra himself, however, stunned and strange, rose from his
seat, looked around him, stood there astonished, inquired of his
heart, bethought himself, and remained alone. "What did I hear?"
said he at last, slowly, "what happened unto me just now?"
But soon there came to him his recollection, and he took in at
a glance all that had taken place between yesterday and today. "Here
is indeed the stone," said he, and stroked his beard, "on
it sat I yester-morn; and here came the soothsayer unto me, and
here heard I first the cry which I heard just now, the great cry
of distress.
O ye higher men, your distress was it that the old soothsayer foretold
to me yester-morn,—
Unto your distress did he want to seduce and tempt me: 'O Zarathustra,'
said he to me, 'I come to seduce thee to thy last sin.'
To my last sin?" cried Zarathustra, and laughed angrily at
his own words: "what hath been reserved for me as my last sin?"
—And once more Zarathustra became absorbed in himself, and
sat down again on the big stone and meditated. Suddenly he sprang
up,—
"Fellow-suffering! Fellow-suffering with the higher men!"
he cried out, and his countenance changed into brass. "Well!
That—hath had its time!
My suffering and my fellow-suffering—what matter about them!
Do I then strive after happiness? I strive after my work!
Well! The lion hath come, my children are nigh, Zarathustra hath
grown ripe, mine hour hath come:—
This is my morning, my day beginneth: arise now, arise, thou great
noontide!"—
Thus spake Zarathustra and left his cave, glowing and strong, like
a morning sun coming out of gloomy mountains.
THE END
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